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It's been three days.

Three days in this house with handsome men who I couldn't trust. Even Jisung and Chenle.

Ever since my little outburst, both of them haven't tried to talk to me nor even look at me.

I was drifting away from them even though I knew they were probably my only ticket out of here.

But for the three days I was here, I realised that they live just as normally as us. And I think that's unfair. I still wasn't over with what I saw.

I think it scarred me.

Especially with my brothers being the ones doing it. It made me sick.

I jumped out of my thoughts when the door suddenly opened, Kun standing there with a smile.

"Hey." He said cheerfully while making his way towards me. "Are you gonna come eat?" He asked, and I nodded with a smile.

For the past few days, I've been getting along kind of well with Kun. He actually took me outside, and for a minute with him, I didn't feel like running away. Was that weird?

Yes, knowing they he was also part of the gang that kidnapped me. But I couldn't help it, Kun was a mature guy. He wasn't like all the others.

And that really made me like him even more.

Also because he was the only one who came to check on me or ask if I wanna gonna eat. If it weren't for him, I probably would have starved to death because I wasn't gonna go outside if no one asked me to.

"Okay, I'm coming." I said a bit cheerfully after seeing him since this morning.

Once I got out of the room, Kun shut the door behind me and led me to the kitchen.

"The others are here today to discuss some things with us, so I hope you don't mind." I froze at Kun's words.

The others? Does that mean that he was there too? I suddenly didn't feel hungry anymore, or excited to see Kun.

"I-I'll eat l-later." I stuttered at the thought of him, Kun's eyes only showing confusion at my nervous state.

With my stay here, Taeyong has been the only thing on my mind. I hated him.

This effect that he had on me, it was dangerous. The way he can make me do whatever he likes only by the snap of his fingers, it's unsafe. He's a criminal.

I don't like those, right?

I shook my head, already walking backwards at the thought of him when my back suddenly collided with someone behind me.

I gasped and sprung a bit, quickly turning my head but it turned out to be the biggest mistake I ever made.

Why?

Of course Taeyong had to be the one standing there. It was like this day didn't like me.

I gulped as I looked up at him, intimidated while he only looked a bit amused.

"Where you going?" He asked and I tried my best to ignore the butterflies in my stomach as he spoke in his deep voice.

"I-I.." I trailed off, trying my best not to melt as the only thing I saw was his face. A beautiful one. His baby features were standing out a little more today, giving him this light glow on his face as if something made him happy.

But I doubt it.

It was only the baby features making him look like that.

I just stared at him, unable to think of him as a bad person or the person who had me under his control. For a moment as I stared at him, he just seemed like a person.