All I feel is a loss of direction
It's like I'm standing in the middle of blank
I'm not even standing
I'm just existing in that reality
It feels like that one second nightmare of falling I get when I first fall asleep
Except it's constant
It feels like even my demons are gone
Worst part is it feels like I've jumped into that fall
Into that blank
It's like I was walking on pages of a book I've written and suddenly there's this inkless page where I stopped and looked up at myself, the "self" that's writing, and it froze, looking through a window, not even blinking but diving into something, I, the walking self, cannot see, and I'm left waiting for myself to write me a story, or maybe an ending.
And the wait seems to be infinit.
And I'm losing sense of existence.
So i sit on that blank page, facing the window and diving into my own ocean.
-she thought, looking through the window.
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CasualeWritings on how she's been able to accept her demons and explore her own hellish universe , the journey is twisted and full of interesting and relatable stories .
