IT'S JUST A PHASE

!nUmB!

In all my life,

i have never felt so much pain as i do now.

So explain to me what my purpose is when my own life is a foreign town.

I mean,

will this step just be another misstep to tarnish all the loyalty love and respect i've garnered?

Everyday infuriates me,

i need someone to resuscitate me,

but i hate me.

look on the bright side,

but there are only dark sides,

Is this even the right side?

My heart is beating fast,

didn't even remember i had one.

Been writing this shit since only God knows when i'll be done.

It's getting tiring,

but life keeps firing shots at me

when will my own mind be at peace?

I'm guessing it won't,

and i'll just have to live through this phase,

but it's calm,

my life is a faze and i'm just waiting to fade.

-i48