Everyone has always told me how it feels to shift, they say that the first time is always the hardest. The things I hear about the first shift scar and excite me to no end. One of my close friends, Aura, has shifted and the words she used to describe the feeling was horrendous pain and enlightenment. She explained how it was to meet her wolf for the first time, "to meet my wolf, Addy, was like I was whole again, also it was like having a best friend that knows everything about me and all my felling,....no offence Lazarus" She had said to me. No matter how many people tell me about their first shift, i will always be jealous of them, It may be because I have yet to shift and all my friends have. It could also be because all I want to do is fit in with my pack and have their respect, because one day weather I shift or not, I will have to become their alpha.
