lies and the new guy - demus

chapter 18

Remus's P.o.v

We were talking about random stuff like what happened when I was out, making riddles for each other and just saying some random thoughts in our heads. well there thoughts I stayed out of it. you know why.

 Then roman asked "Hey Reeeeee-moose. What was your dream about?"

"Uhh.. Ehh w-what dream... when did I h-have a dream... hehehe...?" I responded nervously, rubbing the back of my head.

"Ratman. We heard a part of your dream. No, nightmare. What was it about?" Virgil said. The room went silent. I couldn't tell anyone about that, its my fear. I cant tell people my fear.

They'll hate you even more! I know that's why I'm not telling them.

I broke the silence, saying "heh... heh heh lets go outside, I bet Deceit is starting to worry..." I got up and walked up to the door, grabbing the handle. I shook the handle, it didn't open. I shook It again, and again. Then just sighed. "why do you do this to me." I mumbled to myself then spoke up again. "why is the door locked? And why can't I sink out?!" yeah even though this room was massive. I mean HUGE! I feel claustrophobic when I'm trapped in any room. Yes, I arrived in a locked door but that was different. I don't know how but it was. "Can we unlock the doors please? Roman!?" I said starting to get freaked out. He knows I get claustrophobic, but he might have forgotten. I started to shake the handle a lot more. I think I would have broken it off if it weren't for roman literally dragging me away of the door. 

"Remus, you're okay! Its fine we can call Patton because he's with Deceit!" with that I calmed a bit, not trying to scramble away like the stupid octopus I am. He sat me down on the sofa and told Virgil to ring Patton. He told me to not make a sound for now. I nodded my head and started tapping my foot. Virgil put The phone on speaker then it stopped ringing and a voice came through

"Hi Kiddo!" Patton said from the other end.

"hi dad, are you with deceit?" Virgil said happily smirking at me. What was he planning? Then roman interrupted before he could say anything.

"are you on the phone with Patt? Has he asked deceit about him liking Remus yet?" roman said giggling after. Virgil gave roman the phone and walked to sit on the other side of the sofa giving me the 'be quiet or ill murder you' look.

"ask him yourself! You're on speaker kiddo!"

"okay! Hi Deceit, Do you like Remus?" I started to talk, trying to stop Roman from doing that however a hand was shoved over my mouth. I looked over at Virgil and he was silently laughing. Taking his had off my mouth, I rolled my eyes and crossed my legs and arms with a pouty face. "meanie" I whispered

"uhh.. Umm" I heard Deceit hum

"N-No..." my heart started to break but GOSH HIS VOICE WAS SO AMAZING. Don't judge me I haven't heard his voice in AAAAGES!

"Patton are his eyes glowing!" Both boys in the room screamed. Welp, this is the end of me say goodbye to the tr-

"BRIGHTER THAN I'VE EVER SEEN BEFORE! EEEEEEEEEEE!!!" WHAT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my head was spinning, literally, and I was starting to get dizzy. I stopped my head and look into the middle of the wall. He. likes. Me. AHHHHHHHHHHH. I probably got bright red at that moment but who cares.

"P-PATTON! W-why didn't y-you say t-that!" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Patton was telling the truth!

Okay, stay calm. You can speak. 3,2,1.... "w-what... You like me?" FUUUUUCK! THAT WASN'T GOOD TO SAY! He hates me. crap. Yep. He hates you, ya dingus. You need to, maybe, go kidnap him? Keep him for your own pleasure. NOPE NOPENOOOOOOOOO I'm not gonna do that. I shake my head and just stare. I grab the pillow from behind me and screamed "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUK"

Then I just sputtered out some random thoughts I have because I was too angry and disappointed to stop myself. "can giraffes swim? Virgil imagen giraffes swimming. How would they do it?" then the emo responded "what? Wait-why did you? Never mind..."

"How do whales fuck? How small are fly's intestines? Do they even have any!? How tight would a bird's ass be? How much would it take to get a human ski-NOPE" I quickly got up and ran to the other side of the room. 

Then I started to speed walking back and forth. Again, and again. Corner to corner with my hands on my head, covering my ears as well as tugging my hair. I was trying to stop the not so family-friendly thoughts from leaving my mouth. "Imagen suffocating your best friend. With an egg-shell coloured pillow. Making sure they couldn't be heard by anyone.  And to Be sure their dead you could STAB THEM IN THE THROAT!" I quickly shoved my hands over my mouth and stopped pacing. I slowly looked towards the two. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK! The room was in silence, well, for them. My mind was racing with these crazy thoughts. They were so loud it was like an uncontrollable classroom full of horny kids screaming at each other.

I couldn't focus on anything. I saw both their lips moving but couldn't hear anything. I was scared to open my mouth right now, I need dee. He calms my mind a lot of the time. Most the time. I need to cry. I need to get out of here. I smile politely at them and quietly said with a sickeningly sweet voice "can one of you open the door please. I need to get out of here and I can not hear a word you fuckbu- hmm-he-HMM- I can't hear a word thei- you're saying." Roman then pressed a button on the phone and looked back at me. "he-nope- I cant really speak right now because He's-HMMM- I am scared I'm going to say something I'm going to regret and might fuck Thomas's a- NOPE! Ehhmm- sorry- might mess with Thomas's mind." My eyes were glowing dully but still visible. "just-hold on a second." I turned to the wall behind me then hit my head of the wall, hard. I could actually think and hear everything around me. Finally. I hit my head once more and fell to the floor.

"ouch...that's better" I was smiling starting to giggle. Starting to laugh, a lot. I put my hands on my forehead and squeezed my hair a bit, laughing like a mad man. "REMUS!" I heard them say. I am a mad man. "I'm a fucking nutcase!" I said laughing a lot. "I'm more than a nutcase! I'm a lunatic! A MANIAC!" laughing more than before, seeing Virgil and Roman sitting next to me with a worried look on their face. "Wow. Good fake faces ya got there! I love 'em".

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