All about the feels

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Y/n POV
It was a day before this big event was supposed to happen and for some reason, I was actually nervous. I never get nervous for missions. This lead me to think something bad will happen. Ever since I got this feeling, I've been very jumpy. The only one that's noticed is Taehyung. While we were all eating breakfast, he put his hand on top of mine and I jumped a little.
"Hey, can I talk to you?" I look at him and nod. We both leave the table and head to a quieter place.
"I've noticed you've been a little jumpy this morning. Are you ok?" He looked really concerned. I sighed and looked down.
"I don't know. Ever since I got up this morning, I've been feeling nervous and have had a bad feeling in my stomach." He puts his hand on my head.
"Your not sick are you? You can't get sick. Wait, are you pregnant!" He says shocked. I roll my eyes.
"No. I'm not pregnant. It's just nerves. I'll be fine. Let's go back to the table before they think we are doing something else." I giggle. Before I could leave, he grabs my hand lightly.
"Hey, don't worry, ok? I'll be here by your side through the whole thing." He gives me a hug and leads me back to the table.
"Where did you go? The waitress came to take our orders. We ordered for both of you though. I overheard you talking about their number four, so that's what I got you both." Lisa says. I smile and nod.

After we were done eating, we all decided to go back to our rooms and prepare for the mission tomorrow. Mostly just relax, but not me. With this anxious feeling, I couldn't sit still. I was pacing back and forth, going over the information we collected, I even practiced some of my combat moves. But nothing worked. I soon got frustrated. I sat down at the kitchen counter and analyzed all the work once again.
"I know this case front and back, but why do I feel like this?" I said quietly to myself. I heard Taehyung walk over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
" you need to relax babe. You're probably feeling like this because you have been working non stop."
"But I need to make sure everything is perfect." He sighed and let go of me. But, not even seconds later, he picks me up and throws me on his shoulder.
"Taehyung! Put me down! I gotta-"
"No! You are going to sit on this couch with me in my arms and we are going to relax and be MENTALLY prepared for tomorrow as well as physically. Now, tell me what you want to order for food or I'm just going to order everything off the menu." I huffed, giving up on moving.
"Fine. Oh! Do they have chocolate cake? Oooo! And some ice cream!'' I heard him make a quick phone call to the front task and he came to sit back down with me. He wrapped me in a blanket and pulled me onto his lap. He put on a show and we waited for our cake and ice cream.

-4:00 am-

"No! Taehyung! Bring him back! Taehyung!"
I woke up with a start. I was covered in sweat, and breathing heavily. I sat up in now what looked like our room and breathed deeply. I quickly checked the other side of the bed when I remembered what my nightmare was about. Sighing in relief, I see he is still laying next to me
"Psst. Taehyung. Are you awake?" I went to go shake him awake, but when I did, he disappeared into thin air.
"Taehyung!" I lifted up the blankets and looked around the room. No sight of him. I frantically got up and looked through our room. The only other person that was there was a figure of a girl standing by the window.
"Who are you? What are you doing in my room?" She didn't answer. As I got closer, she laughed. I stood there frozen. It was the same laugh I heard while I was fighting all those other agents. It was agent R's laugh. She moved over to the closet door and opened it revealing Tae all tied up, with cuts and bruises all over him. There was a big chunk missing from one of his ears and his cheeks were tear stained. I couldn't move. I felt like I was paralyzed. I tried to scream, but no sound would come out.

"Y/n? Y/N! Hey! It's ok! I'm here." I open my eyes and see that I'm still on the couch. I look around and when I lock eyes with a very worried Taehyung, I start to cry. I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried my eyes out. I could tell he was kind of shocked because I've never really cried in front of him.
"Hey, are you alright? Y/n, please answer me." I shook my head no, and I could feel his arms tighten around me. He waited after I calmed down a little to ask again if I was ok.
"I had a really bad dream. Ruby had you, and you were hurt and bleeding and crying and all she was doing was laughing. And the worst part is that I couldn't call for help. I couldn't get your attention. The only thing I could do was watch her hurt you more." With each word that brought back the dream, my grip tightened on him. He took my arms and held my hands.
"Hey, look at me. I'm fine. There is nothing to worry about ok? I will always be here. Next to you, out of harm's way. Nothing will happen to me, or you. Ok?" He pulled me into a hug again. I stopped crying and now all I was dealing with was a runny nose.
"Taehyung? Can I ask you something?"
"Of course. You can ask me anything."
"Do you love me? I know I said I did a couple days ago, but I don't think we've ever really said it to each other."
"Y/n, I've loved you ever since the day you adopted me from that shelter. Everyday we've been together, my feelings for you have grown. I could say your the love of my life. You mean so much to me. I love you so much." This made me start to cry again.
"Why are you crying! Did I say something wrong?" He looked at me worried.
"No! Your just so damn adorable and romantic." I laughed through my crying. He blushed and giggled. Taking the sleeve of his sweatshirt, he wiped away my tears. I crawled back into his arms and we both fell asleep.
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