One week later
Hagita's P.O.V.
It's been hard this past week. I've been having nightmares nonstop about Shira dying, and I can't get it out of my head. I feel guilty because Sakura doesn't know that I helped influence her to, that I was the last little push she needed.
I stand in front of Sakura's door, wanting to knock, but I stand there like an idiot and can't move. I have to tell her about her sister.. I just have to. What happens if she starts yelling? What is she going to say when I tell her about it? How is she going to feel? I know how she's going to feel, she'll hate me.
I sigh and softly knock on the door. The door pops open and Sakura pops her head out. "Oh, come in. I'm just getting all caught up on school work." She pulls the door open for me, and walks to her bed.
I shut the door after I enter and I clear my throat. "Actually Sakura, I need to tell you something."
I can physically see her tense up and she looks up at me, her face reads nothing, but her eyes read sorrow and anxiety. "You're not breaking up with me, are you?" You might break up with me though...
I shake my head and take a few steps forward, reaching for her desk chair. "Before I do this, I need you to know I have always loved you." I can see it in her eyes, she's scared. I keep my cool. "When Shira died, I had a small part to do with it."
Her eyes grow wide and she covers her mouth. "What?"
"I got inside her head and was the last thing she needed to kill herself."
"No.. No, you're joking. Please tell me you're joking!" Her voice breaks and she starts shaking.
"No, I'm not. But you need to know that she was planning to-"
"No! I don't care what she was planning to do!" She cut me off. "You helped kill my sister, you killed my father Hagita! You told me you'd hurt people to protect me, but not kill them! You fucking killed two very important people in my life!" She's shouting at me now.
"Calm down and please listen to-"
"Don't you dare fucking tell me to calm down!" She cut me off again.
"Please just-"
"No Hagita!"
Anger rises in my chest and burn my ears. "Shut the fuck up and let me talk!" I shout.
"Why? So you can tell me you're sorry again and that you love me?! You don't fucking love me Hagita, you killed my sister!"
"No I didn't!" I stand up towering over her, hands balled into fists. "She was already planning to kill herself! I only told her to kill herself because she tried to make a move on me, and she was fake as shit! Hell, you didn't even know your own goddamn sister Sakura! I have to give step by step instructions for my quirk to work, and I never told her how to kill herself. She fucking did that!"
"Liar!" Tears streaming down her face and she's shaking, but she's going to fight to win this fight. "I don't fucking believe you for a second!"
"Have I ever lied to you Sakura?! No! Everything I tell you, everything I do for you is out of truth and honesty.. I may not fucking tell you things to keep you from getting hurt, but I don't fucking lie to you!!"
"Frankly, I couldn't care less. Fuck you, and get the fuck out of my sight! I hate you!"
Her words hit me deeply and I felt my heart break. "No, Sakura, baby.."
"Don't call me that." She stood up and pushed me. "Get out." She's crying, and her mental state isn't steady.
I look down at her and grab her wrist. "Stop it, baby, I love you."
"Don't say that, don't say you love me. I don't love you anymore." Her voice is low and shaky.
"Stop lying to yourself. Please.. Give me a chance to make this right." I beg, grabbing her hands, but she tries to fight me and pull away from my grip. "I never meant to hurt you."
"S-stop.." She's sobbing now, not looking at me, but at the floor. "I can't do this anymore.. Let me go.." She keeps trying to get out of my grasp, but I'm stronger than her.
"No, I won't let you go. I need you to calm down." Maybe if I use my quirk on her, she'll calm down... "Sakura, my Flower.." I let go of her wrist and she doesn't seem to be fighting too hard anymore. I lift her chin up to look at me. "I'm so sorry.." I activate my quirk and I crawled my way into her mind, instructing her brain to calm down, to not be mad at me.
I release her, and she falls to the floor, calm reading her face and eyes as she avoids my gaze. "I don't want to work with you anymore, I don't want to be a villain, I want to be a hero and help people." She says.
"I'm sorry, but that's not going to happen my Flower." Her eyes snap to mine and I go in her brain once again. "You, Sakura Inda, will lose all respect for other people but me. You will obey under my command. You are to be ruthless and crude to everyone but me. You're mind, body and soul belong to me. You're going to be a villain with me, and make me happy." I stare into her clouded eyes, not breaking our eye contact. "You're never going to help people again, you will do as I say, and will love only me. You're now mine." I break it, and her eyes gloss back. But, she won't act the same. I did this same thing with Sachi and Tori, except.. I don't love them, and I don't want them to love me. Sachi's obsession just got the better and broke through, but she still obeys me.
Sakura blinks at me. "I love you."
"I love you." I say back, a smirk covering my lips as slight triumph fills my head.
YOU ARE READING
Next Generation!
Fiksi RemajaNothing ever seems to happen the way she'd like it to. Sakura Inda is a new UA student. She's entered in the Hero course, and she's got a new teacher and has to get used to the people in her class. Will she make it pro? (This book was actually writt...