Her soul is crushed I know this is killing her and she hates that I won't tell her what we did was wrong although we both know it was.
I don't want to stand by and tell her we just made the worst mistakes of our lives, but who am I to tell her.
"Kahlil" she says
I can see the hurt in her eyes. "Yea cam"
"I-I killed our baby" she breaks down on the the floor of the BMW.
"No baby...cam...baby". I began to lose control of the wheel and pull to the side of the road.
"Camilla look at me,look at me" I say as I pull her motionless body into my arms.
"Its not your fault baby, ok"
"It didn't have to be this way I could have prevented this,and now I have to live with this for the rest of my life".
I could tell by the look on her face she was hiding something.
"The doctors said it was only a small chance he would survive".
"BUT THERE WAS A CHANCE DAMN IT. AND WE NEVER EVEN BOTHERED TO TAKE IT,AND NOW HE'S GONE". She screams as she tries pushing me off her.
"WHAT KIND OF MOTHER AM I TO WATCH MY BABIES LIFE BE SUCKED OUT OF ME,AND I DIDN'T SAY A DAMN THING.
"Drive".
"What"?
"Drive Kahlil ".
I can see she is upset hurt and confused so I just started up the engine. The entire ride home neither of us said a word. Instead we listened to the radio. By the time we got off the high way it was 30 minutes past ten.
Since camilla's parents were gone for the weekend I decited to let her sleep at my house. I pull the car into the drive way.
"Cam,aye cam"?
"Hmm"?
"We are home". She drags her self out the car and I unlock the door she stubbles up the stairs. So I take her the rest of the way I put her on my bed. She's short, with her little legs, and beautiful freakle face, red hair, light brown skin and her-
*Bzzzz,bzzzz,bzzzz*
The vibration of her phone interpreted my thoughts.
"Man who the fuck is this texting my baby"?
I look at her phone I never really went through her phone because I thrusted her, and she had a password but I seen her type it so many times I mesmerized it. The message reed.
Camilla baby I know giving up the baby was hard for you,and I'm sorry that we had to get an abortion, but I promise everything will be okay and I love you sweetie.
"What the fuck, I know she not cheating". As I scroll through her messages I see that she's been seeing this dude behind my back. All these niggas in her phone. I lock it up and set it back were it was.
"Aye shorty"? I scream
"Nah fuck that". I turn off the room lamp and lay down. So basically she fucked another nigga, while we were together. OK we gone see about that tomorrow.
