Death or Life

Betrayed & Torn

Too far gone was the man who lost it all...
Any faint vision or memory; sexy picture or video, simply increases the rage...

He gets fucked over, he forgives her...
He gets fucked over again, he forgives her...
He gets fucked over a third time, he cries, he hurts, he hugs her, kisses her, and he forgives her...

What power does he possess??? What mental fortitude??? To have the worst happen to you and still come back for more...
Is it love or stupidity??? Fear of being alone??? All of the above??? Something else???

Whatever it is has now become what it was... for the worst that happened was a small pebble compared to the mountain of betrayal that was dropped on his world; his universe; his whole being...

For now she had defiled their love by enjoying the touch and penetration of another man to what was once his love home; her body...
Efforts were made to bring back what was once forfeited...

His choice to leave, though being the right thing to do, also ruined his entire outlook on life when it comes to love... Many have come and gone on saying, "This is it! She's the one! I don't want anyone else!" But later on, sure enough, they move on to another expectation of love, kids, marriage, a family...

The works...

When it all comes down to the bare facts, his choice now walks hand- in- hand with his ending destiny...

He now walks the world, for his remaining days, loved but alone; remembered, but absent; missed; desired...
All of these things very well may be true, but he also leaves a legacy...

Though they may not be able to show you, they share a child... more love was given than bad times occurred... but one thing he has never allowed himself to live with-- defilement of love with another man's touch and penetration-- is the one thing that hurts most...

For this time around, he gave his all... All his love, forgiveness, loyalty and trust was invested in her, totally... Investment lost...

Now, he walks this world a torn soul for death, too, was his decision... though the universe and modern science showed favor on him and returned him to his fleshly shell-- for this torn lover, it's a laughable gift and unwanted curse... to live as though he is empty for all his life's plans were with her... to see others desire him, yet reject them for lack of curiosity.....

The Man.
The myth.
The legend.
The incomparable.
Heaven's dad.
Her first husband.

The Torn Bachelor,
Ineligible by choice. Betrayed by trust.
Torn by love.