Life with 10 brothers (gay)

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I was sitting in the couch watching Voltron (:3) when Alex comes in "hey baby bro" He said smiling "... What do you want?" I asked as I paused my episode suspicious "can't I just wanna watch.... Voltron with my little brother?" He said having to pause to see what I was watching. I look at him,( ͡°_ʖ ͡°), "no" I said as I sat back "fine you win.. I need you to come with me on a date with Alice" He said "no. I have plans with Elijah" I said as I went to press play again "bring him!  Please!" He begged "why tho?" "Because  we got a reservation but there's 2 extra chairs" He said as he grabbed the remote "then ask the twins" J said referring to my older, twin,  brothers "you think I didn't go there first" He said getting angry "fine.. I'll ask him" I said

So here we were sitting at this fancy restaurant with Alice and Alex drooling over eachother ' I just wanted to watch Voltron with my best friend/crush' I thought as I rested my head on the table "Alan head off the table" Alice said annoyed "god why did you invite him?" She then went on to say "he's still my brother" Alex said then. I lift my head up "I get it. She doesn't like me... I need to use the restroom" I said getting up.  "Finally he's leaving, now for that one... Go check on him" Alice said shooting off Elijah "fine" Elijah said as he walked towards the restroom.
Elijah's POV
*warning self harm! Don't read if it triggers you!*
I walk towards the restroom and hear... Crying?  "Alan?" I asked knocking on the door.  I hear something hit the floor "Alan open the door!" I semi yelled as I knocked harder "go away Elijah" I heard him say softly. I jiggle the door knob.. It wasn't locked. I open the door as I see Alan willing off crimson from his wrist and a blade "Alan... Why?!" I asked as I ran over to him "i-i'm sorry Elijah.. It's just I can't.. I can't handle the bullying and teasing any more" He said as I hugged him "you should've told me!" I started to cry as he slowly hugged me back "I'm so sorry Elijah" Alan said as we fell to the floor hugging.

"Alan Elijah you guys ok in there?" Alex asked from outside the door "Alex.. You should come in here" I said as Alan started to hiccup a little.

Alex starts to open the door and sees all the blood covered toilet paper, the razor and his crying brother "Alan.. " Alex said as he slowly came over "... Elijah.... Can we talk alone please?" He then asked.
Alex's POV
"Alan... Wanna explain why?" I asked softly as tears filled my eyes. He shook his head. Then I did something he didn't imagine.. I hugged him "idiot don't you know that's how dad died for god's sake you're 17!" I yelled not remembering that he was only 2 hours old "wh-what?" He asked "y-you said he died by getting hit by a bus after I was born" He said as tears hit my shoulder "... I'll tell you when we get home... Which is where we're going right now" I said getting up and, being careful of the new cuts,  lifting Alan up "Alice.. We need to cu- end this date now" I said as we walked out of the restroom "he just wants attention" Alice said as we walked out of the restaurant "no he isn't Alice!" Elijah yelled "how do you know squirt" She said as I started up the car and she started up front and Alan stared out the window "because I've know Alan since Pre school!" Elijah then yelled "ok enough!" I yelled as the two continued to argue "I JUST SAID ENOUGH!" I yelled hitting the breaks making Alice hit her head and Elijah and Alan hit the back of our seats. "Alice-" I had to breathe out "I'm taking you home first then.. Alan do you want Elijah to come home with us or drop him off?" I asked "I should come with you guys" Elijah budded in "yeah.. He can" Alan said softly  "WHAT!? we were supposed to go back to your house!" Alice yelled "you're going home Alice" I said starting the car up again "oh so he's more important than your girlfriend that you've been dating since high school!?" "YES HE IS I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN TELL BUT HE'S GOING THREW A DARK TIME AND I'M HIS OLDER BROTHER!" I yelled making her even more mad "I rather walk home!" She yelled. I stopped the car and unlocked the door "go right ahead" I said and she looked at me wide eyed "fine!" She said getting out.. Then it started to rain and I went the rest of the way home ignoring her calls.

Hope you liked!!!  Also I'm sorry for the self harm part.