Asking Alexandria the love triangle (James cassells and Ronnie Radke story)

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I fell down crying, i was confused, i felt sick, i felt like my whole life was coming crashing down on me, he was gone, gone forever.

Flashback

We got out of bed, i grabbed a hoodie then headed downstairs, Ronnie unlocked the door then opened it, "hello are you Ronald Radke and Alison Bonser" the officer said, "yes we are, whats happened?" i questioned, "your friend Sam was found dead in his cell around an hour ago, he had been beatten then stabbed with a makeshit knife, i am so sorry for your loss" The copper said, "what, no, no Ronnie tell me he is lying and this is punk'd or Jackass or something, please, i can't lose Sam not now, not ever, he is all i had left of my brother" i said crying, the policeman left and Ronnie closed and locked the door.

End of flashback

My phone started ringing so Ronnie answered it, "its Sam's mum, she wants to talk to you" he said handing me the phone, "Alison, are you ok darling i know Sam was like a brother to you, but just think hes up there now with your brother coursing trouble like they always did, they are both looking down on you and will protect you the best they can, i also want you to help me plan his funeral, can i come to yours tomorrow??" i smiled through my tears at what she said then answered, i said sure told her the address then i hung up. "come on, let's get you to bed" Ronnie said helping me up, then he carried me bridal style up the stairs, i cried into his chest, i don't actually know what to do anymore, it felt like my heart had been ripped from my chest, i wanted Ben but i didn't know why.

Ronnie soon fell aslee, so i got my phone out and texted Ben,

"hey ben, i know you're probably the worst person to talk to but i need someone" i waited a few minutes and then i got a reply, "i may not seem the type of person who will listen and care but i do sometimes, and as its you im here to help, would you like me to come pick you up and we can go talk" i got out of bed managed not to wake Ronnie so i replied to Ben, "yes please", i got dressed quitly then went down stairs, "i'm here" said the text from Ben, i grabbed the house keys left Ronnie a note saying i'd gone out to think, i went out the front door locked it and head over to Ben who had got out of his car, he pulled me into a hug and i cried into his chest, "Alison, whats happened?? has Ronnie hit you if so i will kill him" Ben started saying, "no Ben, Ronnie has nothing to do with why i'm upset, Sam got killed" i said, i started to cry again so Ben pulled me into a hug again, "come on lets go for a drive to see a group of people who always make you smile" he said making me get in the car, i got in put my seatbelt on then Ben set off.

We soon arrived at the Asking house, Ben got out of the car and came and opened my door, "thanks" i said, he locked up his car then we went into the house, "guys i found a strange depressed person on the street i thought you guys might be able to cheer her up" Ben said entering one of the rooms, "again Ben, right who is it this time" James said, i walked in the room "ALISON" they all shouted, "hey guys" i said, "whats up why are you depressed" Danny said, getting up and coming to give me a hug, "well you know my friend Sam?" they all looked at Sam like they wanted to kill him, "no not him" i giggled, "the friend that was in prison?" i said, "Oh yeah" they said, "well he was killed, they beat him up then stabbed him" i started crying again, Ben was first to me, and James just gave him death stares. i sat at the asking house for around 2 hours when i got a text from Ronnie, "babe where are you, i'm worried", "i'm ok, i'll be back soon" i replied, "Ben,can you take me home please" i asked, "sure" we got up to leave i was ambushed with hugs by everyone except James who went to bed. i got in Bens car, Ben got in not much long after, "whats up with James" i asked, "he's pissed off because you texted me to cheer you up instead of him" Ben answered, "oh i see" i replied looking out the window, "don't worry he will get over it" Ben finally said as we pulled up outside Ronnie's house, Ben got out when i did, and pulled me into a hug, "i'm here when ever you need me ok, don't be scared to talk to me, i'm not always heartless i do actually care about my friends" Ben said, he let go of me, i said thanks for everything then headed back to the house

James's pov

" i count the days that we have spent apart. i've got a bad liver and a broken heart. Theres no salvation in the comfet of you, comfet of you and i've finaly realized your tearing me apart. so help me, save me. tell me that the end is here. i am done with you" i sang along with my papa roach cd. "dude we need to go record" Ben shouted from behind my door. "ok" i replied wipeing my eyes. i grabbed ny jacket then left my room. "dude she texted me because she didn't want you to worry, don't get upset about it" Ben said. "oh ok" i replied. We got in the mini van and headed to the studio. Sometime on my drums could do me some good.

Ben's pov

That wasn't the reason Alison contacted me, i just dont like seeing James upset over a girl, they seem to always treat him like shit but Alison will realise that Ronnie isnt what she thinks, he will start to control her life and she won't be able to do anything then she will either run to me or James. Im evil sometimes i know, but i plan to be the one she runs to. i love James and everything hes like a brother but hey bothers argue over girls all the time.