the blackest day-lana del rey
"because i am going deeper and deeper,harder harder,getting darker darker looking for love".
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The blonde haired girl was walking through the crowd of people in her college.
She was scared of people.She didn't like people.She didn't have any friends.
She was left there all alone.
She was reading a book ,because she didn't know what else she should have do.She finished all of her projects,works and some other shit.This girl was so shy.
She was going to her room.She sat on her bed and she was starring on the wall for good damn 10 minutes,but then someone knocked on the door.She a bit jumped ,because it scared her.She opened the door and there was standing girl with punk shirt,skirt,blonde hair and bubblegum in her mouth.Next to her was standing principal Monsoon.
"Trixieee,Trixie, Trixie here you are.This is gonna be your new roommate.Her Name is Yekate-".
"Yekaterina Petrovna Zamolodchikova"
She said and rolled her eyes.
"Well,hi".That blonde girl said.
"So girls,i am gonna leave you there alone to know yourself a bit,goodbye".Said Jinkx and then left.
That blonde haired girl wanted to greet that new girl,but it seems that they are gonna hate each other.They looks so different.They are so opposites.Trixie is that girly girl who wears always just pink clothes.But yekaterina-girl wears just black and sometimes red.
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"Hi I am Trixie Mattel,nice to meet you".Trixie said and have her hand.But that yekaterina just rolled her eyes again and said;"Katya".
Trixie smiled and showed Katya her bed and everything what she needs to know about this apartment.
Katya started putting out her stuffs.Trixie was on her bed,reading that book she read earlier.
Katya was now adding to her her side of wall posters with band names like ; grimes,sex pistols and nirvana.She was really that gothic punk rock girl,thought Trixie.
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"Well you have literally like everything pink,you Barbie"Said Katya.
"Yeah yeah I do and what about that?"Said Trixie annoyed.
"Oh,why are you that mad?"
"I am not mad,I-I just...nothing"Said Trixie and then she sight and looked at her toes "
"Say it,you can trust me princess ,I promise"
"No I wouldn't say it!"
"Well you are actually playing with me"
Katya said,rolling her eyes.
"I am tired,that's why I am mad.Everytime I am tired ,I am mad."But she was mad also for something else.That way how Katya started calling her.
"So,go to sleep,I won't look at you omg"
"Lies"
Katya did not respond to this and made her way to the kitchen.She looked to the fridge and there was literally nothing.She was thinking ,what was Trixie eating the whole time?
She did not think about it too much,so she took cola and drink it.
Then Katya came back and saw Trixie reading her book,again.
"What are you reading,Mattel?"
"Why do you wanna know"
"I am just asking ,calm down"
"Algedonic,by R.H.Sin"
Trixie rolled her eyes.
"Oh well sounds fun".
There was a silent between them too for a while.Just Trixie reading her Poetic Book and Katya starting at her when she was reading it.
After some minutes,Katya shaked her head and asked Trixie.
"Also I forgot,in fridge isn't food anymore,I don't know what the hell you were eating,but there is nothing.What about to order pizza or some other shits?"
"I was eating in college's lunch room ,and also do you have money?Because I won't pay it for you!"
"Yeah of course I have".
"So yeah then u can buy it"
Trixie said annoyed again and looking back to her book.
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"Mattel,pizza is here"Said katya.
"Okay cool ,but stop calling me Mattel"
"Okay princess"
"I have a name,and that name is Trixie"
Trixie said in angry voice.
Katya just giggled ,going to the kitchen and looking to that pizza.
"What's that flavor "
"Cheese"
"Okay I'll take it"
They were sitting on the couch eating pizza at 7 pm.They were the whole time silent,just eating their pieces of small cheese pizza.
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It was about 9pm.Both of them were after the shower and pizza.Both of them lying on their beds.Trixie was watching some cute kitten videos on ig and Katya was listening to songs.
Trixie was a bit bored to see those kittens.Yeah she liked it,but now it seems boring and she was also sooo tired.She looked at Katya and said;
"I am going to sleep".
"Okay goodnight"
Trixie fell asleep about minute.Katya looked at her,she looked so cute when she was sleeping.Omg Katya was giggling ,how cute she looked.Well she was also bored,so she fell asleep,but in a hour.
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It was 11pm.Everything was silent,girls were sleeping,because there were so tired.
Katya woke up,she was going to the kitchen,she felt dehydrated.She needed some drink,so she basically drank water.It woke up Trixie.She was mad about it.She needs sleep.She wanna have good grades.She stand up ,going to the kitchen.
"U fucking woke me up!"
"And what?I just felt dehydrated,I needed a drink"
"Yeah yeah,okay,now after your drink you can go fucking sleep and do not wake me up with you being ' dehydrated' ".
"I'll go back to room,but why can't we just talk?"
"Because I am fucking tired.I need to sleep.I wanna have good grades,Katya".Trixie said again so annoyed.
"Okay okay miss Trixie".
They came back to their beds.Trixie fell asleep in a minute,again.But Katya was staring at the white wall,thinking about everything.How she lost her friends.What was going on before she came here.Of everything and she somehow got she felt asleep too.
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"Oh my god,don't do this to me please"
"I'll beat the shit of you,Mattel"
"No please,I didn't do anything bad"
She was there,Violet,she wanted to beat me again.I don't really know what the hell should I do!I don't wanna die,or do I?Well...
"Yes,I'll beat you,you are for nothing good here,Mattel".
"No please no".
All I've seen was darkness.
Trixie just wake up,it was 3 am.She was sweaty,she had tears going down on her face.She was totally shaking.
She tried to do not wake Katya up.She didn't,hopefully.
She was going to the bathroom.She looked herself here.She dropped herself onto the floor and she was crying.She was crying so hard.She was thinking about how Violet beat her.It was too many times .She was thinking about everything!And she had panic attack.
The lights and sound of train wake Katya up.Katya looked at Trixie's bad and there was no one.She heard some noises from bathroom.She came there,but it was locked.She knocked on the door.
"Trixie are you there"
Small "Leave me alone" said Trixie.
Katya was now shocked.
"Trixie,have you been crying?"
"N-no i havent,and why do you wanna know?I dont mean anything for you.
For sure she meant for Katya something.Katya a bit liked her,Katya loved teasing the younger girl.
"Trixie,please I know you have been crying,what's wrong?"
Trixie opened the door.
Katya was seeing there Trixie totally red ,sweating,shaking,and tears were coming out of her eyes.
Trixie rushed to wall and sat at the floor.Her face in her hands.
Katya was shocked.She rushed on the floor next to Trixie and asked her what happed.
"I-I am bullied and I ha-had about it dream and I——"Trixie was cutted off by Katya.
"——Princess,stop crying and tell me everything clearly!"
She wiped Trixie's tears and started rubbing her back.
"S-so there is that girl named Violet.She is bullying me.She beat me too many times.She made me high and then she took my clothes off and she was umm filming me naked on the floor with my whole beat body and me crying.She sent it to everyone at the school.And she is still doing those things to me.I had a dream about her umm-mm k-killing me."Trixie started crying again.She shifted closer to Katya's chest.
"Trixie,she will never do it,because I am here and I'll beat the shit of her,if she would want to do it to you!"
Well she it's somehow nice,thought Trixie.
Trixie was just crying cuddled to Katyas chest and sitting on the floor with her.
After 30 minutes of bad Trixies crying,they Both fell asleep on the floor in toilet cuddled up to each other.
