Hey for whoever is reading this my name is Hope I am 15 years old.
I have long brown hair that curls at the tips my eyes are blue and I wear glasses.
The thing with wearing glasses are the bullying....man how I get bullied.
I thank you for taking the time to read my story I hope that it's a good one
There will be laughs there will be tears heart break you know whatever else comes with a depressed life.
They should put that on us when we are born
Warning:May come with depression,anxiety,anger but never happiness.
I always tried to be a happy person when I was alive....I tried.
I just felt like me placing the knife on my wrist made me more happy then any boy.
Then I met Kevin oh my god Kevin is hot
Ladies don't think that you haven't used that term before I know you all have or "sexy"
Kevin was not only my crush but my best friend
Ever since he lost his mom we became closer
His mom died a year before I did
Oh hold on you all are probably wondering how I died???
Well you'll have to keep reading and I hope that you understand my story.
I'm in heaven by the way
I didn't kill myself if that's what you are thinking
Heaven is exactly what everyone says streets of gold riches all that good stuff
But man ain't people lazy up here
The other day someone's dog doo doo and no one cleaned it up
Guess who did?
Yes me....they needed that "hope" that someone will clean it
And it was me
My depression kicked in when I was 7 I was in foster home to foster home till I was 13
My dad abused me in more ways then one my mother was abusing drugs literally she would beat the pipe when she couldn't get a good hit
I loved my parents.....I mean they're our parents but after the abuse I just didn't think anyone wanted me
As much wrong that I did I didn't think god wanted me because I had always blamed myself for the abuse
I was the daughter they never wanted
Ladies and gents never blame yourself for abuse that has happened to you because it's not your fault
"Hope" God exclaims
Uh oh I have to go Gods calling me *giggles* that's funny
That's why we have prayer right
"Hope what are you doing my child?" God asks
"Nothing" I reply back
"Follow me you promised you would help in the garden."
Well you all sorry so short but sweet keep readinggggg I have SO MUCH to say
