random poems/ thoughts

poem 1

The waves life always seem so calm
Untill the chains of self pain and suffering grab you and pull leaving a rotten soulless husk where beauty and love once shined, you see we don't talk about what happens under the surface, we don't care about the lashes and the scars that we endure,we just make sure we stay away from the deep, because the deep is where I live, the deep is where all the thoughts and the feelings dwell, the chains of slience weren't meant to be broken boy they were meant to keep you locked up, to keep you from getting help, to keep you from leaving here, but i see now you have a voice now you can speak but it's too late, for who can hear a man that's drowning, yes that's right a man is hurting, surprised aren't we, a man is supposed to tough not weak, what's this shit about being sad, wake the fuck up nobody cares, because you're 30 feet under and nobody loves you, look at yourself you're alone just give up and surrender your soul, yes that's right grab that blade and do it like all the others you know, because just like them your voice will never be heard.