Arthit was miserable and now matter how hard he tried to hide it, his friends and family noticed, so he just stopped. They couldn't understand why he let Kongpop go, even when he explained his reasons why he did what he did. They couldn't make sense ot it.
Yes it's pain, but wouldn't it be better to spend days without together regardless? It won't be painful knowing you get to spend moments with the one you hold so dearly, instead of the heartache that Arthit cause both Kongpop and himself.
Arthit felt like he was the only one that understood, because he was the one dealing with it and no matter how hardheaded and temperamental he seemed, he was a soft hearted guy that didn't want to see anyone, especially his most cherished person in pain.
When his parents heard the news of their break up, they tried to talk to him, but Arthit refused to listen. He refused to listen to anyone about anything really.
It's almost been a month since the whole mess with Kongpop. He kept himself busy and distracted because he couldn't stand the pain every time he saw Arthit. His friends knew about the breakup, but nothing else.
Kong visited his parents and his sisters. He didn't want them to know about the breakup, but they seemed to figure it out themselves and tried get him to tell them the reason for the breakup, but how could he tell them when he didn't even know himself. He even tried asking Arthits friends, and they seemed likr they would tell him, but in the end, it was fruitless.
He decided that he would stop caring, but how could he when his life was ripped frim him without a reason.
Even a shitty reason would have better than not knowing anything. Because ever since the break up with Arthit, his eyes are never dry. He alway has tears in them and sometimes they glaze over like he's lost in thought or revisiting their memories. It's sad for the people around him to see him like that.
So when it was the next morning, Kongbop just did what he normally did, except this time there was no smile or excitement on his face knowing he wasn't going to see Arthit before university, and he was so sure that Arthit would avoid him when theu saw each other, so it came as a suprise when he didn't Arthit at the university today...
Or the next day...
Or the next...
Or the next... he was starting to get worried especially when he didn't see Arthit's friends at the canteen or around compus. He kept asking himself why he was so worried over someone who didn't want him, but the honestly could not stop it.
Kongbop was on his way to Em's room, when he saw Perm walking in the opposite direction. He didn't know why, but he involuntarily called out his name, 'P'Perm!' He watched as Perm turned around and as his eyes widen a little before the come back to the resting bitch face, "Oh hi N'Kongbop" Perm said as he stood when he was walking and watched ad Kong fast walked, more like run to where he was.
"Nice see you P'..." Kongbop subtly looked around for a pale chubby face, but did not want to admit that he was disappointed when he didn't find it.
Perm noticed and sighed inwardly, cursing his friend, 'if Ai'Arthit wasn't the devil when mad, I would smack him' he thought to himself. "How are you doing Nong?" He said with a little concern.
"I'm doing well P'" He could almost fell his Nongs pain, "How are the other P's doing? I haven't seen you guys around compus lately" He knew who he was talking about. He knew, but did not dare to say the name even if he was thinking it.
"Yeah, we've just been busy with projects and getting internships, you know how that is" Kong nodded ge head a little with a small smile.
"Oh okay, well I have to go P', don't want to be late for class." He waiied at Perm before he left. Perm watched kongbop as he was walking away and signed, "Stupid Arthit, making us do hus dirty work...."
