remember me || taekook

day | 4

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shortly after he left the hospital room with a satisfied grin. At least he got to see Taehyung and just rant. After that dream, the thought of losing him scared Jeongguk even more than before. He was met with a concerned Namjoon sitting on a blue chair while pulling his hair. Soon he had noticed Jeongguk at the end of the hallway and ran to him.

" what the fuck jeongguk don't do that to me again." He engulfed him in a bone crushing hug.

" h-hyung i c-can't brea-athe."

he let him loose and Jeongguk caught his breath, eyebrows furrowed at his hyung.

" how'd u find me anyway?"

" well i didn't think you'd go anywhere else considering what state you were in. What happened?"

he looked down at his sweatpants and shirt barely covering his body, being see through. His sweater just on one of his shoulders causing it to pool near his elbow.

" it's okay, don't worry about it." He flashed a soft smile. Just like his shirt, his smile was see through. You could tell something happened. It was laced in sorrow and regret. Everybody was attached to Taehyung. Who wouldn't be? He was literally an embodiment of an angel. He made everyone laugh, smile and alive. No one would ever admit, but everybody needed Taehyung in their lives.

" jeon i know what-" Namjoon was interrupted by the others sudden outburst.

" just shut up!! i don't want your pity nor do i want your comfort. i'm fine can't you see that? Perfectly fucking peachy."

" jeongguk."  Namjoons tone was one he never had heard before. It was strict and demanding.

something stopped him from walking away from the older. He didn't know what it was. Maybe the guilt beginning to rise in his heart for yelling at his hyung like that. Or just the fact that his tone held so much power.

" can't you see that your being so fucking inconsiderate? Taehyung's literally Yoongis brother. Yoongi doesn't show it in front of you because you're young but he's literally sobbing his ass every minute away from Taehyung. Jimin is comforting him but can't help but cry time to time because he was his best friend, his soulmate. Seokjin and Hoseok don't smile anymore. Instead we all cry and worry about your ass that's too fucking blind to care."

Jeongguk remained silent, tears beginning to build again.

" you? You haven't showed any care to any one of us. We comfort you because we love you. We don't pity you Jeongguk we care about you. Learn the difference one day. "

He finally looked up with tear stained cheeks. He cried so much lately he didn't notice everyone around him was crying as well. He cursed himself for being so blind and inconsiderate. Namjoon stared at Jeongguk dead in the eye before turning his back and starting to walk away. Jeongguks guilt worsened and he debated wether to breakdown then and there, but he didn't.

stay strong Jeongguk

building up the courage he decided to stop Namjoon from walking away.

" hyung-"

" just come home Jeongguk." His voice was a pleading whisper. If people were in the hospital Jeongguk wouldn't have heard him. Though at the end his voice began to break a little, he nodded his head.