Self Harm ~ Danny Edge Fanfiction (discontinued)

Chapter 3

Authors note!
Read if you didn't read the last chappie.

So basically if you didn't read the last chapter, Ellie passed out from losing a lot of blood. Now back to the book!

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Ellie's dream

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"Stop hurting yourself." A sad boy said, his voice sounded familliar.

I tried to look around, everything was really bright. Rays of light shone in my eyes. I the saw an angelic like, figure walking towards me.

"Please, stop hurting yourself," The angel said again.

I was really confused, but then he came a little closer.  I still couldn't see his face but I could make out some of his features. Curly hair, chubby cheeks, and by now I could tell that he had bright blue eyes. At this point, he had already kneeled down, and put his soft hands under my chin, his hand then moved up my face and started stroking my cheek.

"Stop hurting yourself," he said once again.

A tear rolled down my cheek.

"I-I can't, " I struggled to talk correctly.

"But you can, I can help you, but first you have to try yourself."

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End of Ellie's dream.

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I woke up in a hospital. With An i.v poked in my arm and a heart monitor beeping. I look over to my right and see my mom, crying. I wasn't ready to tell her. But I knew I had to at some point. It was going to be now or later, I chose now. "I started when I was thirteen," I told her with no warning. She gave me a confused look.

"Cutting," I said like it was obvious.

"I started when I was thirteen." I repeated.

"O-okay," my mom said in between sobs.

"A-anth-ing else?" She asked.

I didn't want to tell her about my eating disorder. They would stick a tube down my throat and force feed me. "No, mom."

"Okay, sweetie," she said still a little upset, But better.

The nurse came in, "She has to stay here for a little while, just to keep an eye on her." She said, eyeing me. "We will provide a therapist,  food, and a comfortable place to live until she is checked out of the hospital." The nurse imformed us.

"Can you put me near a window that has a garden nearby?" I asked.

"Sure, if thats what will make you feel at home," the nurse said.

"Thanks," that was all I could say.

Though I don't know why, but my mom and one other nurse, helped me into a wheel chair, I could walk three feet without falling over. They wheeled me into a room that had flower wallpaper in it. This is not what I asked for. "Excuse me, but I asked for a room with a garden just outside," I complained.

"Honey, it's oka-,"

"No! It's not okay mom! It will never be okay!" I screamed at her.

"I hate myself, should've commited sucicide a while ago." I mumbled.

That's when the waterworks came. My mom bawled her eyes out. It lasted for about a half an hour. Later on in the day She sat down next to me, she still did not speak. She just sat there until visiting hours were over. Minutes after she left, I fell into a deep sleep.

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Authors note!

I know the chappie was bad but I really wanted to update so you guys could read it. Make sure to vote:) ily

-Madison-