My depression keeps creeping in deeper and deeper,reminding me I'm worthless. I try to shout,GOD set me free but as usual he ignores me. So i just lay and greet the demons like an old friend,cuz they stuck with me longer than anyone else has. My mind is a torcher charmander of hell. I'm left to vend for myself,cuz all the talks and all the I'm here for you's cant open the cage my mind is trapped in. So i medicate and try to numb the pain,escape the reality of my world. I pray for a light at the end of the tunnel,but the only light is a car heading my way. Should i just swerve and end it all? Or do i continue this day,just to go through It all again tomorrow? Cuz im man enough to admit I'm scared. I just want it all to end. I'm scared of what I'm capable of doing,scared to go on. When will this end? Well lets greet this day,night has come,time for the shadows and voices to start singing and dancing. Keeping me awake. Till i pop some pills and start again tomorrow.
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