Maybe just maybe

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I walk into school like every other day and just like every other day I see him.
Beautiful him.
He is the most gorgeous man I have ever seen.
We make eye contact while he stands there with his girl on his arm.
Why should I even fall if he won't like me back? Maybe it was just a trip
maybe I just stumbled
Maybe just maybe
I love him.

With all this lust inside me he knows I do.
He knows...
this sinful lust
Preachers worn you about lust over
money
Earthly possessions
People...
people is the worst lust
When you can't have them
It makes you mad
Insane
It drives you to the point where you will do anything
To be with that person

Sell your soul?
Maybe just maybe
Not to the devil perhaps
To that person
That person where you can't stand to be with out
That gorgeous blue eyed person
Tall
Wide shoulders
Beautiful beautiful person
Maybe just maybe
I have a chance

We make eye contact
His eyes go up and down my body
Maybe just maybe
I love him
He flirts.
Tells me to tell
No one
Keep it our little secret
My heart breaks but flutters when I look into his eyes.

If only I could swim in his eyes
His beautiful beautiful eyes
Maybe just maybe
I love him

This is destroying me
I can not go any longer
I can't love him
Maybe just maybe
Try and erase

How?
It will never happen
He will always
Always
Be There

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 08, 2020 ⏰

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