The first time I saw him, I knew I was going to make him mine. Everything about him, was so perfect it almost hurt. His hair. His eyes. His smile. Everything was so perfect. Well everything except for me. Hi. I'm Kassandra Evans. I don't have much luck in the boy department. Sure, a couple of guys like me. I guess my awkwardness just turns them on. Hey whatever floats their boat, Y'now? So. The guy I was describing first, was Matthew. The most amazing guy ever. But he's not the only guy I like. Another ones name is Jake. But, surprise surprise, I like Matthew more. Anyways. I'm just going to go ahead and start writing in you, diary.
October 22nd
Hello diary. How's it going? Oh I'm doing great thanks for asking. Considering that today was the BEST day ever. The only thing that could've made it better is if Matthew would proclaim his love for me. But Y'now I'll settle for this. Okay so , one of my best guy friends, Roshon, told Jake (my other crush) to ask me to slowdance at the Halloween dance our school always has. And guess what? He's going too! Sure, it'll be awkward, and there will be teachers there but hey! A slowdance is a slowdance. Im so excited. If only Matthew would ask me. Then I would be crazy excited. But Jake is okay too. And guess what else happened today? Well my friend Bella.. Her crush Jay might like me. Because I never used to talk to him, but now he goes out of his way to talk to me! I could be over reacting and this could all be in my head but still. And well, me and my friend Alice aren't the nicest to Bella sometimes. We told her if she said to Jay "Hey I really like that shirt of yours so much I want to rip it off and tie it to my pillowcase and put it on the flagpole because of how much I like you" he would instantly like her. And she did. He won't even go near her now. But it's not my fault she's stupid. But she really likes him so I feel bad. But whatever. So anyways. Matthew was asking about my past relationships. Does that mean he likes me? He asked me how long they all lasted.
