Harry's P.O.V
I don't know why I didn't just tell her that I did mean what I said, tell her how I feel about her. I guess I was afraid of what she would say in return.
What the hell is wrong with me lately? I usually never let these kind of feelings take over my body, especially when they are towards my friends girlfriend.
"You okay?" I heard her soft sweet voice ask sleepily. " Yeah, I just want to get out of this place" I sighed. She rubbed her hand up and down my bicep, "I know, so do I" She was on the verge of crying. I wrapped my arms around her small petite waist and pulled her close to my bare chest, she was leaning against my cut but I was going to make the most of our skin on skin contact seen as how this is the closest we can ever get to each other, no matter how much my groin ached for her touch.
The blood rushed to my crotch as Arianna wrapped her arms around my shoulders. I know it's the wrong thing to get turned on by but I hadn't had sex in so long and my feelings for her were not going away any quicker. I turned my hips to the side slightly so she couldn't tell I was getting a slight hard on. God I'm disgusting, getting turned on by a crying girl.
She looked up at me, Her big hazel eyes burned into my green ones. I gave her a sympathetic smile and she sniffled. "I'm sorry" She whispered, her arms still hanging loosley from my neck. "For what?" I asked and moved a stray strand of hair that had fallen onto her perfect face.
"For crying, for being so weak, I'm being so selfish and it's not fair on you, this is hard for the both of us but I've been focused mainly on me, I'm sorry for being pathetic" She sobbed.
"You're not pathetic and you're not being selfish. You're being completely reasonable and it's perfectly normal to cry, I promise you I won't let anything bad happen to you... I lo..." I was about to tell her my feelings when she cut me off by pressing her soft pink lips upon mine.
I moved my mouth in sync with hers and for once in this shitty hospital, everything was perfect. I smiled into the kiss as she ran her fingers through my dishevelled, and probably greasy, curls. I rested my hand on the small of her back as she grinded her hips into mine. I moaned into the kiss and she jumped backwards leaving my skin feel cold.
"What have I done?" She asked and ran her fingers through her messy auburn hair. "I.... I...." I stuttered, not knowing what to say or do. "No... no, don't say anything, this was me... I'm sorry" She started to cry again before limping away as fast as she could.
"Arianna, wait!" I called and ran after her. She was only in the next room so I opened the door and saw her standing right in front of it.
"Look, I'm sorry, If it helps I won't say anything to Josh" I tried to comfort her but she was completely motionless. Her mouth was wide open and she was staring straight ahead. She didn't look well. "What? What is it?" I asked.
She didn't once avert her gaze, she just raised her arm and pointed behind me. I turned around and stood in shock.
I felt Arianna grip my hand tightly. There on the wall, written in what seemed like blood. "He doesn't love you and she didn't love me" I said out loud. "Is...Is that blood?" She stuttered. I looked at the floor and noticed a sheet of paper. I walked towards it and picked it up.
"What does it say?" She asked sheepily, she shounded scared. "He doesn't love you and she didn't love me, if they did then you wouldn't be in here and she wouldn't be dead" I looked up at Arianna from across the room. "What does that mean?" She furrowed her eyebrows and I groaned inwardly at how cute she looked. I coughed awkwardly "I... I erm, don't know" I tried my hardest not to look her in the eye because I don't know if I could stop myself from pouncing on her right here right now.
"Look Harry, about what just happened...." She began but I cut her off. "I know... I know.. I won't say anything to Josh and we can pretend it never even happened" I rolled my eyes. "Thankyou, and I'm sorry again" She looked down at her feet as I walked back over to where she was stood. "There's no need to be sorry, look how about we pretend today never happened and let's focus on finding a way out of here" I kissed the top of her head lightly and she smiled at me and nodded.
I shoved the piece of paper in my trouser pocket and turned to open the door we came through. "Shit!" I mumbled, "What?" Arianna asked worriedly. "The doors locked... for fucks sake!" I shouted in annoyance. "Your serious?" She asked. "Yep... looks like we're back to square fucking one" I said through gritted teeth.
