Taehyung is shivering slightly and he kisses my neck with cold lips. We stay like that, enfolded in each other's arms, for a minute or two, and it feels like the universe is reorganizing itself, and I know any anger I felt has disappeared. Taehyung...
" Into the depth of grief, she disappeared away, while I'm desolated on the shores of pain... Darkness encompasses the life, while termites feast on the soul and you're still gasping, my breath.....
She walked away without ever looking back... slowly vanished... you're the dripping honey to my longing lips, back then. Reminiscing the days, when you were the harmonies of my silence. Humming rhythms as well, in a smoldering summer....
The fragrance of your thoughts, are just waning away. Wandering like a lost gust, in a desert... You left forever leaving far far away..... "
I close the book after reading those paragraphs. Suddenly that feeling... That monster feeling began to eat me up. I close my eyes for awhile. It's all my mistake! My mistake! I swallow.
Y/n I want you to know that there is no one who can replace you. The way you look, the wat you always know what I am thinking about, the way you give me hug when I need it the most, and the way you listen to me are all priceless. You have touched me more profoundly than I ever thought you could....
" Taehyung~ah "
I came back to reality when Jimin called me from behind. We are in our practice session. Everyone is working hard for our new comeback. I didn't show my much worries to them. Because I don't want to see them worried about me. We need to concentrate on comeback.
" Yes, Jimin~ah "
" Come let's go upstairs. Everybody is waiting "
"Ok let's go "
I got up from the couch & looked at the mirror & fixed my snapback.
" You are always handsome, Taehyung~ah "
Jimin teased me & laughed at me. I once again looked at the mirror & jokingly asked Jimin
" More than you, Jimin? "
" Ya! Stop it "
I laughed with Jimin to hide my pain. I'm damn sure he knew it too.but didn't ask me. He is my best friend, my soulmate.
"Taehyung~ah, let's take a selfie "
" Now? "
" Yeah! Then when? "
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I go upstairs with Jimin & on our way Hoseokie hyung joined us. Basically it's us who joined. I don't know why, we maknae line always revolves around him, our comfort zone, our sunshine hyung. On our way, I could hear Jimin & Hoseokie hyung's giggles & laughs. For that moment life is perfect but somehow it's empty without her.......
