I can't move..
I am numb...
I'm aware but so clueless as to why I'm here..Today is the day. My first year of highschool, or hell as I call it. My aunt and uncle told me it wouldn't be bad and told me I would make it, but I am still not prepared. I get out of my bed, get dressed, put on very little makeup and I head to school.
As I walk in, I take a good look around and I see everybody wearing very expensive clothes and my friends are nowhere to be seen. I look down at myself to see I'm wearing worn down sneakers, some jeans and a hoodie. 'I look like a mess..' I say to myself. I walked up the stairs to find the cafeteria, my friends are still yet to be found.
I sat down, alone at a table. I plug my headphones into my phone and play some music, drowning out the sounds of laughter, excitement and joy. All the sudden, I feel a tap on my shoulder. It startled me so I jumped and turned around quickly. I was then face to face with my best friend, Casandra. I think that was the first time in a few weeks I've smiled. I stood up and I hugged her, and I examined what she was wearing. She had on skinny jeans, black wedges and a cute gray shirt on. "You've changed a lot since I've last seen you!" I said to her. She smiled and said thank you back.
Not long after, I found the rest of my friends. Trina, Sienna and Sarah. They all looked amazing and I looked like a bum. We started walking to class and then we all went our separate ways. My class was in a different building than theirs. I sat down in the front of the second row, and the teacher did roll call. "Anna?" She had said. "Here.." I said quietly but loud enough for her to hear.. and suddenly, I had heard laughter from the back of the class and some whispers. "Look at what she's wearing" followed by "Does she have any friends?"I knew today would be a long day..
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Sorry for the short chapter! I'm just not feeling very inspired today.
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Just To Fit In
Non-FictionAll your life you've been bullied, but one day you decided you were going to change that. Just to fit in