cloud nine ☁️ | dixison

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d i x i e
"i love you" i said to my boyfriend, tayler. i waited for a few seconds hoping he would say it back but he replied with a "dixie we need to talk...".

its crazy how 5 words can make you have butterflies in your stomach. "i think we should stay friends, i lost feelings for you" he said in a tone as if nothing romantic happened between us.

i felt sick. i wanted to break down and cry. i excused myself and went to the bathroom tears streaming down my face. there i saw my roommate, addison. i live with her and 7 other influencers in this house called the hype house.

"dixie, what are you doing here crying?" addison exclaimed. i didnt reply. she then dropped her makeup brush in the restaurant bathroom and took my hand to go to her car.

we arrived home. still holding addisons hand, she dragged me to our room. she sat me in her bed and asked "what happened?". i replied without even thinking "me and tayler broke up".

she hugged me so tight that it sent chills down my spine, and said "dress up in your pjs, i know how to make you feel better".

i went to our bathroom to change and she followed. i sat on my bed and started softly crying. i wiped my tears as soon as i heard addison opening the door.

"get on my bed" she said. i thought that was a little weird but i got on her bed with my small pillow.

she walked towards me and hopped on her bed with me. "what are you doing?" i said confused. "i cant let you sleep alone tonight, ive been here before, and it always helps if someone is with you" addison said in the sweetest voice possible. "thanks addison, this means a lot" i said. we decided to watch netflix and eat the chocolate that was hidden in addisons nightstand.

we were getting pretty tired, so we shut the tv off and just talked for a while. "you know you can always to talk to me. anywhere, anytime" addison said as our faces were inches apart.

"thank you, you really helped me" i replied. addison gave me a big smile.

"i think we should call it a day" i said. addison modded her head and turned around to go to bed. i did the same.

i never felt this feeling in a long time. the feeling of security. i think im starting to catch feelings for addison.

xox elle