Why Me

Prologue

I can't believe I let him get to me like this after what he did to me before! How could I trust him this time? Why did I trust him this time?! He always fucks up my mind even when I haven't done a thing wrong.
He makes me want to just ugh!
He makes me want to fucking slap him and then make love to him but I don't know how that works but I kinda like it. I like the way he makes me hurt inside.

After thinking about Mark for a moment, wondering why he has come across my dreams again and that's when I woke up so fast and jumped out my bed.
I moved so fast I was trying to pull my clothes on as fast as I could.
I look to the clock and see that's it's 2am. Had I really spent most the night in Mark's bed? Did I really just do this again? I seem to always feel bad after anything we do but like, I know I did nothing wrong.
I gathered my stuff and left without a word.

I hear the sound of shoes walking towards me from behind I didn't dare turn around. I was to scared to even look in fear it was some creep from my school. I dreaded the fact I was going to have to see them at West Mills High School in a few months. These months I knew were going to pass way way to fast.

I stop when I hear a strong familiar voice say my name.

" Victoria, babe I'm sorry came back please!"

I hear pity in he's voice as I turn around to see him standing there on the sidewalk, under a street light.

"Why are you even trying to give me any of your time out side the bed?" I ask and I regret asking it.

" Why can't we be friends again? "
" I'm tried of just sleeping with you and feel no feelings from you after." I say as I wipe the few tears I let out.

" You mean something to me just I don't know what." "I agree we can't just keep ending up in each other's beds like this, we should go get a coffee in the morning." "Yea?"
He asked this and then follows with , "but you must stay here tonight it's much to late for a pretty thing like you to be walking in the dark."

He licked he's lips as he said that which for some reason disgusted me at this moment.
I start to walk back into he's medium size apartment, where he had a sofa bed and a small table in he's little kitchen. You could tell by the looks it's never used. I feel him staring at me as I get a cup of water.

" Why... Why are you watching me?"
I say as I turn toward him. All he dose is point at what I'm wearing. I just realized I'd never got fully clothed , my panties where basically out of my shorts cause they weren't zipped or buttoned.
" Knock it of you perv!"
I scream as he says
"Nothing I've never seen before!" Make me shake alittle when he winked at me following that.
"I'm leaving" I say as I huff and get my bags and start walking but first finish dressing. I started walking till I reached my home.