Chapter 1

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The photo this is displayed is a picture of Shoko

Anyways I would just like to write somethings down first (you don't have to read this part)
Anyways I would like to tell you these characters are inspired by the anime movie a silent voice this is first "book" I have written and these chapters might not be SO LONG because finals is starting soon so I will try my best to keep you updated with chapters but don't expect too much some chapters might be really long and some might be short idk But enjoy (it will take a while to find out why this book is REALLY named sunflowers)

Shoko's POV

Here I am again crying about the past the present and the fate of the future. I mean I don't even think there is anything left for me. My name is Shoko Isumiki. My life is like one of a kind but not A GOOD one of a kind. I am a North Korea escapee, and life sucks. I have lost my parents while escaping.

I am a only child and I just wish I had a sibling, some one to stick with me but I had nobody not even any friends. I didn't BOTHER for friends I'm way off better by myself. Well maybe I could use friends or a relationship but everyone is a dick these days. Nobody would ever EVEN bother to hang out with me knowing my story. I mean they don't have to know my story but no one I MEAN NO ONE would be able to hang out with me. I don't know why I feel this way. Feel so lost.

My new parents don't treat me like their own children, By that I mean they abuse me and give me the bare minimum. They said they only had me for the money they get. I would like to go deep in my North Korea story but I feel like it would make me uneasy. Yes I am a cutter and I might be planning to kill myself if nothing magical happens in my life. My new parents real children died so...

I mean if I did kill myself I don't think anyone would notice or EVEN BOTHER to care. I have no one like I said. I mostly get abused a lot and I have to cover up my bruises with sweatshirts and my cuts with bands I have. I'm 16 if you were wondering. I need to get to a school. Hopefully my "father" isn't drunk because then it would be a rollercoaster getting out of the house. Yay I got house with know interference with my "parents"

I'm gonna admit I SMART ok. I mean I like am and I can't deny it. STOMP STOMP STOMP I hear as I walk out to the elevator to leave the apartment. "So hot" I scream in my head as this BEAUTIFUL man walks in to the elevator with me. "He looks like he goes to my school" I say in my head. "Where are you headed" I by accidentally blurted out. "Oh to the panjorian high school" he says in a manly deep voice.

I knew it! He was one of the popular kids in my school. I started to get flustered and I had no idea why I mean I knew he was attractive but I never LIKED him. "Oh my gosh same" I by accidentally blurt out. I need to work on not blurting things out. He started to get light pink cheeks too. While my cheeks were deep red.

BEEP the elevator screams. I forgot we were in the elevator so I tripped and fell from getting so scared. IM SO DUMB. He put his hand in front of my signaling he was trying to pick me up. I was blushing head to toe and I was sweating so much too. He picked me up and I actually couldn't. I looked like a walking cherry running out the elevator. "I NEED TO STOP RUNNING AWAY WHEN I GET SO FLUSTERED" I screamed to my self as I tried to get out of the attractive man's view.

Fortunately I was able to get to school without any OTHER trouble. I was wasted by the time I got to my locker. I was early so I wasn't squished as usual. I was like a shadow. Invisible. I opened my locker to see the sunflowers my parents gave to me right before they died. They were the most important thing to me. The only memory of my parents. We had a HUGE sunflower field in North Korea. Sunflowers are also my favorite kind of flowers. Sunflowers are so aesthetically pleasing.

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