"please say something!" choking on tears that threaten to fall makes their way rolling down my cheek,
"Leave -"
" I won't", pausing as I gather my courage " I won't leave you. This is not what you want neither do I and you know it too well."
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Jungkook's POV
Waking up next to her.Tucking her loose hair stride behind her ear. She sleeps like a baby.
When I was looking at her that's when my mind went to what happened last night. It shouldn't happen but it did. And it's all my fault that I couldn't control myself.
I immediately got out of the bed and went inside the bathroom. Washed my face with cold water. Looking at the mirror in front of me.
" What have you done?" I frustratingly groaned hitting the bathroom counter.
Now it's gonna be more hard, to leave her. I need to get away from her as soon as possible. As I opened the bathroom door, I became shocked to see her sitting in her sweater on the bed, back facing me.
Without saying anything I picked my jacket from the floor. I twisted the doorknob to open the door.
" You're too coward that you are leaving?" She questioned, I turned to her.
I stood confused there not knowing what to say. " What do you mean?" I asked her, she turned her face in my direction.
She walked in front of me," Stop this bullshit. Now you know the truth and the fucking reason why I didn't told you." She said as her tears were still fresh flowing out of her eyes. " Now, What you gonna first use me and throw me away?" She yelled, fire burning in her eyes.
" It's also hurting me as much as you. Why so much yelling Doctor?" I said,"Cause I loved you while you want freedom. But you know what I got inspired by you." I told her while she just stared at me.
" I also want freedom now." I said, earning a hard slap from Yn. She grabbed my collar,
" Then why You took so much care of me? Why made me felt like this love is real? Why made me felt like you'll be there to protect me when I need?" She said hitting my chest, the pain was nothing as compared to the pain she's bearing.
After few seconds, she was weakly hitting me as her energy was draining. I held her hands to control her, I pulled her closer. Just to look her puffy red bloodshot eyes, she sniffed as she looked down.
" Why can't We be together, Jungkook?" She whispered, looking at me.
As I just looked at her, pure and innocent. I can't be your best choice. You deserve better, Yn.
" There is no We. There never was." I said as a tear drop come running down my cheek, I quickly wiped.
Yn,I'm scared that I might lose you just like everyone.
I cupped her face, wiped her tears away.
" Look, Doctor you're beautiful. Man will die for you. When I'll leave you, find a nice one for yourself. Which you like and not forced." I weakly smiled,"Close your eyes." I ordered to her to which she did.
