I am in a bad relationship. I am physically and mentally drained from my head to my toes. I feel cold. My head is spinning round in circles like a carousel at a fun fair and I just want to get off. But I can't. There is no way to turn it off.
My eyes hurt when I cry. When I wipe them, my skin is like sandpaper, cutting into my skin like a sharp blade, even thought I wipe with a gentle touch, hoping to feel a feather run down my cheeks.
My mouth is dry, my mouth won't shut. The words I want to say are trying to come out my mouth but they are stuck, like my words are scared what will happen when their words are spoke.
My ears are bleeding for the things that I have heard. I want to block them with my fingers so they can't hear the world. But I can't. My hands are tied and I feel like I am in a prison cell trying to scratch my way out like an animal in a cage.
But I act like it's okay, because I can't do anything anyways. I am in a bad relationship and I just want it to stay that way, before it gets worse.
