Sorry for the english guys :'(
DEMI'S POV
It's the first time that I'm gonna see Wilmer after rehab. I'm so fucking nervous...what if he doesn't like the new me? What if he found my body disgusting? I'm about to cry, if he'll run away from me like others did, I'm sure taht I'll can't handle this. I know taht he is older then me, but I need him in my life, he is my rock, my strength. We just kissed once, but I swear, I've never felt this way with anyone else. I don't know how to dress...should I cover my stomach and my thighs with large clothes? Should I wear what I like and accept the fact that my body changed? Finally I decided to wear a pair of jeans and a sweater and to put my hair in a ponytail. I hope he still finds me beautiful.
WILMER'S POV
I'm gonna see my Demi. Oh my God, MY DEMI...I haven't see her in so long since after rehab she wanted to focus just on herself. It's like I'm dreaming. I can't wait anymore. I need to tell her how much I love her and how much proud I'm of her. Finally I'm here at her home.
DEMI'S POV
I heard the doorbell. Oh my God. He is here. I don't know what to do. I made my way to the door and nervously opened it. He is here, right in front of me. But I am too ashamed to look him in the eyes. After a few seconds I can't take it anymore and I just break down crying in his arms. I've missed these arms so much. We hugged thigt for about two minutes, until he broke the silence and whispered: "I've missed you so much nena". I've missed his voice like crazy. Between sobs I'm able to say "I've misssed you too". We pulled away and made our way to the couch.
WILMER'S POV
I can't believe she's here in my arms. I can see that she's broken and afraid, but I'm here for that, to make her feel loved and beautiful. She can't stop crying, and I don't want to stop her...I just sat on the couch with her in my arms stroking her back. After a few minutes she stops crying and we finally make eyes contact. We look into each other eyes for a few seconds and then I can't take it anymore: i put my hands gently on her face and caress her cheecks with my thumbs. After a few seconds our faces are inces away.
DEMI'S POV
I can feel his hot breath on my face. I put my hands on his neck and kiss him. The kiss was sweet and slow, full of love and emotions. It said everything we wanted to say: how much we missed each other, how much I need him...and how much we love each other. After about three minutes of kissing we pulled away and I put my head on his chest. He whispered "You're beautiful" I didn't believe him: "That's not true..." "Of curse it's true. Look, look at your beautiful face with these big brown eyes, I can lost my self in these eyes. And the little freckles you have on your nose...You're even beautiful when you don't wear make up. And your smile...you can't even imagine how much I've missed your smile, the smile that can make smile everyone, even in the worst days, the smile that can light up an entire room. Yes, you have curves...but guess what?! I prefer you with these amazing curves. And please, always remeber: I LOVE YOU WITH MY HEART, NOT WITH MY EYES.
After these words I was tearing up so bad and I crashed my lips on his.
WILMER'S POV
I could do anything to make her feel the most beautiful women on this planet, I swear.
We got up from the couch and made our way to the bedroom. We layed down on the bed, not breaking the kiss. I was on top of her, and I felt the need to make her feel beautiful and loved. I reached her wrists and started kissing there, on the old scares, now covered with tatoos. I'm so fucking proud of her. After a few mintues of kissing her wrists, I gently lifted up her t-shirt and started kissing there, on her stomach. She let out a soft moan. I made my way to her jeans and threw them on the flor, I kissed every scars that she had on the thighs. When i finished kissing each one of her scars, I made my way to her lips and started kissing her. At the begin the kiss was sweet, but no much later her toungue begged for entrance and I let her explore my mouth.
DEMI'S POV
I thought I wasn't ready to stand almost naked in front of a men for a long time. But he was different, he made me feel special. I felt his hands caressing my stomach. I let out a moan. I had shivers all over my body. I threw his jeans somewhere in the room and I felt his hands reaching my bra. Suddenly he stopped. "What the fuck?!" I thought. I knew it. He finds my body digusting. I was about to cry when he broke the silence: "I'm so sorry Demi, if you are unconf-" I cut him of crashing my lips on his.
WILMER'S POV
We made sweet love for the rest of the night. After this she fell asleep in my arms. I put my arms around her waist to make her feel safe and then kissed her forehead and whispered: "Good night angel, I love you so much". She tourned facing me and with her beautiful sleeping voice said "I love you too" and then put her head on my chest. I felt so happy to have her in my arms again. No one could take away the smile that I had on my face. I closed my eyes and I fell asleep with my treasure in my arms, listening to her heartbeat.
