𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒜𝒹𝑜𝓅𝓉 𝑀𝑒? [ON HIATUS]

Prologue

Yesuel POV

I am so nervous. I don't know how to tell my boyfriend. He's an underrated rapper I don't want to ruin his career. I hope he will understand my situation.

I heard the door of my apartment open he must be here now. I went out to the bathroom and decide to tell him, I mean I must take a risk or else something might happened. We've been together for 3 years now so I hope he will understand.

"Hey Sungwon, how's your day?" I ask my boyfriend Sungwon as I sat beside him on the couch. 

"It was good. How was your baby?" he asked while cuddling to me.

"Mines also good, by the way I have a news for you." I said with a serious face.

"Oh that's sounds serious, What is it?" he asked while smiling at me. Dang that smile really made me fall in love with him. Even though my friends were against our relationship because he's no good to me and he's a year older than me, I mean age is just a number; but I still stayed on his side, I mean it's MY relationship not theirs. I don't know how he will react to my news.

"I'm pregnant." I said while looking down. He was silent for a moment so I didn't dare to meet his eyes. 

"WHAT?! you can't be you know how hard I was working to increase my reputation and if the company will know about this I'll be dead." He said while ruffling his hair, you can clearly see the frustration the way he moves, the tone of his voice, and the look in his eyes.

 "Just... just get rid of it" He said making my eyes wide.

"WTH- Sungwon you know I can't do that, You know what happened to me in the past and I don't want that to happen to again!" I said on the verge of crying.

"Yeseul! You and your mom are clearly different! also it doesn't even have a life yet!" he is now standing up looking straight into my eyes.

"Sungwon don't you dare say that! This child inside me has a life! his or her heart beats like what normal humans' heart does! you don't have the right to say that! you forced me to do it with you when I'm clearly trying to stop you!" I said back as tears fall down on my cheeks.

"Then why didn't you take pills this thing couldn't have happened!" his voice is slowly rising every word he said.

"You know that thing ain't good for my body! you shouldn't have given me that alcohol when YOU clearly know that I don't drink!" I tried my best not to raise my voice to him but it didn't worked.

"Fine! if you won't get rid of that it's better if we should end this relationship. Don't even dare to come to me and ask for forgiveness unless you got rid of that thing! What do you think my band mates will think about me? You've only got that Flight attendant job for just a year and your sacrificing that for the mistake we did?!" He said while slowly putting away his stuff that was laying on my ouch.

"Sungwon-" he cut me off "No Yeseul if you won't get rid of that, then this is the end." he said almost at the door about to open it.

"Sungwon, I thought you were better than this. I fought for our relationship for the past 3 years and now that you got me pregnant your leaving me? when I need you the most?" He stopped right at the door while I am crying at the living room.

"You heard me Yeseul, and that is final. Goodbye!" he said while walking out and slamming the door behind him. I sat there crying and holding my stomach.

"I'm sorry that your dad won't accept you but I will love you more than I loved myself. I just can't get rid of you, I don't want to be like the woman who gave birth on me and just abandoned me. I will never let you experience what I experienced. I will always love you baby even if that means I have to sacrifice myself for the sake of your life."

Hi this is the writer of this story. I hope you'll enjoy it. English is not my first language so expect some grammatical errors, and if even you have some suggestions kindly comment or dm me I will be very grateful for that. Thank yall I hope will enjoy this cringey story ❤❤