Song stories

Imahe

Please note that Italic text are song lyrics (English translation).

*Mon's POV*

Welcome to the Thailand

So it's real, I'm here. Thailand the only place or country I'm dreading to step foot at. I don't hate the place it's just that I hate the feeling I get whenever going home comes to mind. Yup that's right. Thailand is my home country its where I am raised and the country where I meet my other half. And right now, arriving in this country, I feel an immense heartache and guilt.

It's been 5 years since I left and I can say that Bangkok change a lot. Unfortunately, traffic condition worsened. It took us hours to arrive at the hotel where my bestfriend/manager are. I met her in Los Angeles when everything seems not working out. She became my rock and help me heal my wounded heart and because of her I learned to accept things and move forward to achieve my dreams in becoming a successful and renowned actress and being listed in Forbes magazine as a successful young entrepreneur.

"hey girl" Yuki shouted then run to hug me tightly

Meet Yuki, she's my bestfriend and ex-manager and she's also a Thai. Maybe that's the reason why we clicked the first time we met, the other reason is that we have the same story but different ending.

She's the reason why I returned here in Thailand. Accordingly, they needed an actress, the best one that is and believing in me and since the storyline is great, she accepted the project. I also accepted it despite having a reservation in returning, since this favor was asked by Tee's friend (Yuki's wife). Also this was the first ever favor asked by Yuki.

To completely dissolve my hesitation I tell myself that It's impossible to meet her again because there are 70,097,798 people in this country, so chances of meeting her is so close to nil.

Giving colors to one's thoughts back to one's past
Don't ever go back you'll just continue to get hurt
Did not fail on thinking too much on a beautiful picture
Over and over you speak of it the name you got used to

We were destined to meet but not meant to be
This world is really mischievous

We are waiting for Tee to check me in in the hotel they invited me to their house but I rejected it since I don't want to be light bulb. While talking to Yuki I looked outside the hotel and at the opposite side of the road I witnessed the guy piggyback riding the girl, they looked happy while laughing. And with that I reminisce the past.

I remember when we were still teens, when I am lazy to walk, you would carry me on your back until we're home since we are just neighbors. I though you would change once we are in our twenties or when we are in our university years since we are not studying in the same university but I was wrong since you waited for me, if you have time, for us to go home together. You also carry me on your back like then when I sprained my ankle because of some activities.

Also I remembered how our days as lovers started, you revealed you love me when you thought that Nop and I are dating, since you saw us hugging together. You look so heartbroken while saying that you just want to confess everything since I already have a boyfriend and keeping it and confessing doesn't matter anymore since you would keep your distance from me because you can't bare the pain of seeing me be happy with others than yourself. You were shocked when I stopped you from rambling by kissing your cheeks and saying I love you too. You were stunned for a few minutes before asking me to repeat what I said, and when I repeated you were so happy jumping and shouting.

I was pulled back to reality when Yuki nudged me saying that everything is already settled. Well she didn't ask me the reason of my sudden muteness since she already knows that I am usually reliving my past whenever there are things, people or happenings that makes me relate to her or our past.