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For when I read those simple words I didn't feel anything at all.

I felt numb.

As if I was all of a sudden so naïve to think that It couldn't be possible.

I was naïve.

I am naïve.

Too blind to realize that the future I had in sight was impossible. I was too dumb and stupid to know that nothing was going to happen but I still allowed myself to fall in love with everything about you.

The emotions that I was supposed to feel then, are finally catching up to me. And my heart is aching so bad, it's suffocating me.

How could someone I barely know, heck I don't even know at all, have so much power over my emotions.

How'd I let that happen?

How could I be so stupid?

With every dose of happiness that was transmitted through his laughter and smiles, they were transmitted to my loving memory of him.

I could see it all.

I could see our future and how happy we could be together.

But I bet not even the idea of us being together crossed your mind. I can't help but be mad at you but I know that I shouldn't be because how could you have possibly known?

I'm just left alone to get myself back together now before I have to come face to face with you.

My mind is going crazy as if I took a dose of something illegal but I did something worse and I took a dose of you.

And fuck was that intoxicating.

Just like any other drug, you're making me numb in everything that I do except for wanting more and more of you.

You are the worst kind of drug that I can ever take.

I wish I could put my trust in you. And you The same with me.

I only wish.

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