Alec Benjamin Story

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by PandarooObscurities
by PandarooObscurities
                                    
                                              Alec Benjamin story

                          And I can't stop myself from falling… oh oh.


                          Can you find a way to let me down slowly

                          A little sympathy I hope you can show me
                          He blinked his eyes, watching his girl walk away from him. She wasn't even his girl anymore, so much had happened that they weren't even a girl anymore.
                          It was three months ago that she started acting and dressing differently because she felt more like a guy now. I couldn't understand it and I think I finally do but I thought they still loved me right? But no, it turns out he doesn't and we tried to be friends but we just kept fighting and it became too toxic for us. He's moving her stuff out today and I thought it'd be fine but it's not… I miss her and how we used to be and everything. I miss them so much.
                          And I'll be so lonely
Can you find a way to let me down slowly?
                          I decide to write a song
                          Can you see the tears
Falling from my eyes
They're all for you
And the memories we had
I can't believe it was only 3 months ago
It seems like such a long time 
Since you've been yourself 
I guess I should say 
Since you've been who you used to be
You've changed a lot now
Might even be happier 
And it's hard to accept that I'm not part of that
Of you being happier 
That I'm not there to help you find your true self
And that you'll be happier
When you leave

                          I feel the tears running down my face and watch a couple stain the paper.



                          Underlined bold words lyrics from Alec Benjamin, I wrote this like forever ago and just now decided to share it.