Once rasta got back in the car...it was a awkward silence...
"Started off in the streets... We would take collection from the fiends...ppl dyin all round me so I gave Yu my testimony ... We were down from the beginning .. When the world wasn't listening... Now tht I got your attention let us in wit our benediction.." August alsina played thru the car... I love tht song...
Once we made it to Percy house I went upstairs and changed... I put on a big t shirt tht stopped at my knees.... I walked downstairs grabbed some chips... Turned on fast and furious 6 ... I grabbed a blanket from the closet and laid out on the couch...rasta came down some basket ball shorts no shirt... I had to myself... He kno he fine...
"I- I could come lay w-with Yu?? " He asked stuttering...
I smiled aww I made him nervous...
"Yea... " He came and laid on top of me.. Puttin his head on my chest and wrapping his arms around my waist....
"Tht wasn't my girl.." He said still lookin at the tv.. I laughed a lil bit
"So yu jus go around kissin random girls?? " I said he looked up at me
"It wasn't like tht.. She was a ex--" I cut him off
"Wht do yu want out of this?" I asked
"Wht yu mean?" he asked " friendship , relationship, fuck, wht??" He sat up and looked at me .. "Look she my ex... Yea when I kissed yu I was wit her but ... When I kissed yu it's different ..." He said
"So yu jus admitted tht yu basically cheated on your now ex girlfriend .." I said he was still lookin at me.. I shook my head and looked back at the tv... Everybody gotta hurt me... Why I allow ppl to hurt me so easily... I could feel the tears coming but I wouldn't let them fall... Rasta was still sitting up over me .. He kissed my cheek... Still lookin at the tv I rolled my eyes ... Then he kissed my neck then my collar bone... He gently twisted my face towards him ... I stared in his eyes ... He leaned down and kissed me... His lips never left mine .. He sucked on my bottom lip I moaned out loud wrapping my arms around his neck .... I could feel his friend down below pokin me while we kissed.. He pulled back and sat up... He spread my legs open he was rubbin my thighs as he dove head first between my legs ... His tongue snaked his way in and out of me...
" Sssssss...wait " I said runnin from him
"Mmmmm mmm... Stop runnin.." He said...
"I'm bouta cum ..." I said pushin his head deeper... My body started shivering as I came and he came and up and kissed me... Pullin back
"Yu really wanna kno wht I want??" He said...
I jus looked at him " I want yu...but it gotta stay between me an yu "...
4 months later
As I watched them lower my mama into the ground... I dnt have nobody no more... A couple of weeks ago we buried my sister... She died in a car accident .. My mother took it hard. At the funeral she had a heart attack and was in a coma ever sense... I couldn't watch her suffer Lik tht so I pulled the plug....
A tear dropped from my face.... I lost my family within months of eachother..
I got to my house and crawled in my mama bed.. Jus laid there ...I dosed off .... I woke up to a noise comin from downstairs I grabbed my bat... When I got down there I saw rasta percy Kobe deann britt tammii all sittin in the living room...
"Yall coulda made yall self known... I was bouta bat the piss outta yall... Literally.." I said placin my bat against the wall...
"We was checking on yu...Yu need anything?" Percy said...
"I mite need to stay wit yu to get out this house... Ima rent it out ... Jus until I get on my feet tho... " I said
"Yu know yu can stay wit me as long as yu need too... " He said hugging me
"Thank yu.... Yall hungry??... I really don't wanna be alone " I said
"Yea we could stay ... Send me a list of things yu gonna need ..." britt said gettin up "yea ima go get some movies and stuff.." Kobe said gettin up along wit deann and tammii...
"Ima be back... I gotta handle somethin.." Percy said kissin my forehead before leavin...
It was now jus me and rasta...
