My young life

chapter three

The second semester began, and I got to know more people in my class. Johns was still around and still cracking stupid jokes. Tiffany and Casey were also back, and all they were eager to know was what had happened with Dustin. The lectures had gotten longer, and some specific units were a bit challenging than the previous semester. It was two weeks into the new semester that I noticed an alluring face in class. For some reason, I kept looking again and again. Our eyes would meet, and I would look away quickly. After class, I asked my new friend Aaron the name of the guy with the alluring face was. Aaron was the type of person who knew everything about everyone and everything. It was no surprise that he knew the name of Mr. alluring. His name was Liam Donald’s. I looked at Liam again, and he smiled at me. I quickly looked away packed my books and left. Casey had noticed the whole exchange and was quick to ask.
“Kaymee what was that? “I quickly curved the question.
“What was what?” at that precise moment Liam walked out of class listening to what the class representative, Peter had to say.
I began walking away from the hallway, but Peter called me.” Kaymee come back here for a second.” I took a deep breath and walked to the two.
“So Kaymee do you happen to have the notes to yesterday’s lesson?” Peter asked.
“Yeah. But I’m not lending them to you unless you are coming to campus tomorrow.” I didn’t want to attend a lesson without previous notes.
“I’ll be in school tomorrow. You have my word. “I chose to believe that and gave him my notes.
“Aren’t you going to say hi to my friend?” he asked pointing at Liam.
“Hi. I’m Kaymee. Or am I supposed to use my full names?” I said finally looking at Liam. He chuckled. I could swear that I had seen a dimple or maybe I was having visions.
“Hi, Kaymee I’m Liam. “He smiled.
“Nice to meet you Liam,” I said before Casey pulled me away saying we had to leave.
We met Tiffany at the gate where she had been awaiting us and went to our favorite lunch outlet.
“Tiffany, Kaymee seems to be having a bit of a crush on Liam.” Casey blurted. Sometimes I could really thank my stars for the blondeness in Tiffany.
“Who is Liam?” she asked. She didn’t even know who he was.” I don’t even want to know, but Kaymee remember our rules. If he is our classmate, he is totally off limits. I hope you remember that.” As friends we had made a bit of rules to serve as guidelines;
Classmates are beyond limits-nobody wants a complicated school life due to class-based romances.
Neighbors are also beyond limits- girl next door tricks only work in movies.
Be there for each other in all situations.
Finally support your friend even when they are wrong- after all, great stories come from beautiful mistakes.
We had mostly upheld these rules and life had been simple. But rules are meant to be broken, a famous saying from a person who experienced the real freedom of living outside rules. My friends were experts at jumping into conclusions, and that’s why they thought that I was going to jump the gun and run straight to Liam. I didn’t want that yet. I was not over Dustin yet. I convinced them that everything was fine and we ate in peace.
Everything went on smoothly for the following week, and we even went for a party at Tiffany’s sister’s place then for swimming at a local swimming pool. It had been a fun weekend. But all the fun evaporated once I arrived at my hostel and found Dustin at the reception.
“What are you doing here?” I asked dropping my bags. He remained quiet and approached me and hugged me really close sniffing the crook of my neck. My hands stayed by my side for a while before I put them around him and hugged him back.
“Kaymee you have to talk to me tell me what I did wrong? Just speak to me. You were not picking my calls neither were you replying my messages. What is it that offended you? “He whispered into my ear.
“Dustin, what are you doing here? “I asked again trying to pry myself from his embrace. He loosened his hold but did not let go.
“Kaymee, I want you back. That’s why I’m here. I see a great future with you, and I want you beside me through the way.” He was now looking at me in the eye. And I was looking for a place to run since his speech was starting to sound like a proposal.
“Dustin, you have to leave. Now.” I finally managed to get away from his arms.
“Kaymee then…where did I go wrong? You have to tell me.” He pleaded. I looked at him right in the eye and began searching for a painless lie in my head.
“You didn’t go wrong. The problem is me. I am just not ready for commitment, and I do not want to drag you around in circles making you wait around for me until I get ready. I am still finding myself.” He looked disappointed with my explanation.
“I can wait until you are ready. Kaymee you are the one.” I was only 18. I did not want this.
“Dustin. You’ll find greater people than me. I don’t think we are the right fit. I like you, but I’m not going to keep you around only to hurt you. So go out there and find greater people. I’ll be happy for you.” I hoped that that explanation would make him stop pestering me.
“Well I’m going to respect your wishes, but you should know it’s more than that Kaymee, what we share is more “he pulled me into him and kissed me on the lips.” Goodbye” and that was the last I saw of Dustin for quite a while.
That encounter with Dustin gave me the closure that I needed but did not know what I needed. My life became simpler. I began looking forward to my classes mostly because of Liam. We started having casual conversations which somehow translated to very long textual conversations about many topics and eventually, I couldn’t go a day without contacting him. I most definitely couldn’t tell my friends about what was going on as I was going against the rules. Liam was okay with that. After all, everything is beautiful while it stays under the radar. When we were given a four-day mid-semester break, I decided to finally visit Liam as I had postponed and canceled all previously arranged visits. It was during a Friday night, I just put on some jeans and a hoodie and hurried to meet him. We took a bus to his place. He welcomed me, and I made myself at home. We had a simple conversation before I spotted a couple of blunts on the table. I had always wanted to try weed but had never gotten a chance. I reached for the matches and lit one up. I took three long puffs and put it out. Liam wanted to cook some dinner, and he asked me to make myself comfortable as he did that. He headed into the kitchen, and some music was playing in the background. My spectacles were making me feel uncomfortable. Thus I removed them and placed them on the table. I began feeling light headed and removed my hoodie. The effects of the weed were finally kicking in. I headed to the kitchen to ask for water, but I ended up just staring at Liam. He looked at me inquisitively, and I could feel my heart race. “It’s the weed Kaymee. Calm down. “I mumbled to myself. It wasn’t the weed entirely. I knew that.
“Is everything okay? “He asked smiling at me again. Before I could reply my legs were walking towards him. He wrapped his arms around my waist, and his lips found mine — this Liam. I could feel myself get wet. My inner voice kept telling me to restrain but I simply could not. Liam pressed me against his bulging trousers. I massaged it through the fabric. He undid his belt, and my hand delved into his briefs and pulled out his penis. I slightly rubbed the head, and he gasped deeply, a sound that I found quite beautiful. I caressed his shaft for a few seconds before withdrawing my hand and patting down his chest which was really smooth and firm. He led me away from the kitchen and straight to bed.
He kissed me again, and his hands went underneath my sleeveless shirt. I could feel the sensation to my very core whenever he touched me. He paused at my waist and unbuttoned my jeans. I raised my waist slightly to help him get them off. I lay there in my bra and lace panties. I was feeling a little confident and rolled us over. He smiled up at me, and I pulled off his t-shirt. I leaned in to kiss him, and he ran his fingers on my back and unhooked my bra. I let it slide off my shoulders, and his fingers went to massage my breasts.  He rolled us over and smiled at me again. I saw the dimple again, and my heart raced faster. I really had a thing for Liam….I realized. His hands went to my panties and pulled them off. His fingers ran over my clitoris, and I began to squirm. I really wanted him at that moment. He kissed me again, and I reached to pull down his briefs. He slowly restrained my hands and rubbed around my wet vagina with his finger before sliding it inside me. I moaned into the crook of his neck wrapping my legs around him. He kept going with his finger until I couldn’t take it anymore. “Liam, I want you. “I moaned into his ear. He withdrew his finger and placed his penis at my entrance. He teased me for a bit before slowly pushing into me. The feeling was heavenly. I dug my fingers into his back. He kept plunging slowly, and it felt really nice, but I could feel my orgasm building, and I really wanted him to go faster. ’Liam…faster” I moaned. He picked up the pace moving at an incredibly pleasurable speed.
‘Liam “I called his name as I felt his hot release flood my vagina just before I came. We lay there panting before he slowly pulled out of me and lay beside me.
I turned to my side and looked at him — such beautiful sight. He looked at me and smiled. ”what?” he arched his brow.
“Nothing. I was just wondering if you cooked anything.” We both laughed.
“You hungry? “He asked. I would have lied, but my stomach betrayed me. It rumbled so loud that I felt embarrassed.
"Yes" I whispered shyly. He chuckled and got off the bed pulled on some shorts. I almost laughed as he struggled to get his hard on in control.
I tried to get up but I was feeling really tired and drowsy and hungry hence I lay there and watched him go into the kitchen.
"Hey, Kaymee...the food is ready." I had fallen asleep.
"Liam I'm not hungry" I murmured and rolled over pulling the covers tightly around me.
“Kaymee don't you want to eat what I cooked “I sighed in my sleep and opened my eyes.
“I’m not hungry” I murmured sleepily and rolled over onto my stomach. He tried to wake me after that but I was too tired to even move and he finally gave up and let me have my sleep, I woke five hours later finally feeling hungry enough and energetic enough to go feed myself. Liam was deeply asleep beside me his arm over my stomach. I slowly lifted it off me and slowly got off the bed and walked into the kitchen. I was too hungry to warm the food and even grab a plate. I simply devoured the food right from the cooking pot while sipping huge gulps of orange juice straight from the bottle. When I was done I went back to see if Liam was awake yet and he was not. I looked at the clock and it was three am. I decided to get into the shower but before I could go Liam grabbed my arm and pulled me onto him.
“Where are you going?” when had he woken up.
“I went to eat. “I answered getting comfortable on his chest.
He chuckled,” finally got hungry enough to wake up huh?”
“I guess so “I smiled. He began tracing my stomach with his finger.my body rumored at his touch and my breath began to shallow. He rolled us over and his lips found mine. His hand went lower and lower until they reached my crotch and he began playing around with my clit. The sensory overload was making it hard for me to be quiet. My hands went to his head running my fingers through his soft hair as he kept exploring my nether regions. I kept moaning uncontrollably and whispering for him to get inside me.
He kept teasing me and I could not take it anymore. I lifted my hips towards him to try and get him inside me but he was not going for it. What was he doing was he trying to drive me insane? I was really in need of him.

‘Liam I need you now.” He put a finger on my lips and shushed me.
“Soon. Just wait for it”. But I simply could not.my hands began reaching for his penis and right before I could reach it, he grabbed them and pinned them above my head. Then he positioned the head of his penis at my entrance, I could feel it pulse with vigor. I was very aroused I could only wait for him to penetrate me. He slowly began pushing his way into me. I moaned at the feeling. He went slow at first then picked up the pace.my nails were digging into his back. He paused to place my legs over his shoulders and went on faster and harder. He was hitting my g spot full on and I could feel the orgasm building. I could tell that he was close too, he was going very fast and before long I was trembling from my orgasm and he had his moaning into my ear, it was such a beautiful sound. He pulled out and rolled off of me. He stretched his arm out and I placed my head onto his chest.  In my head I had begun formulating pictures of how all this could go wrong especially since Liam was my classmate.
“This is our little secret Liam. Right? Promise me you won’t tell a soul “he pulled away to look at me with furrowed brows.
“I won’t .I was not planning to either. “I frowned at him.
“What, Kaymee what is it?” I chose to trust him.
“Nothing. I’m fine “I smiled.
“Okay. “He didn’t pry much and that would have broken the temporary pin I had put on that conversation.
We had a little more conversation until I heard from a distance the honk of a city bound bus and it brought me back to earth.
“Liam, I have to go” I disentangled from him and got into the shower.
“Can I join you?” I laughed and locked the door behind me. I was in a sudden hurry to go back to campus.it was supposed to be a one-time thong and if I stayed for breakfast it wouldn’t be anymore, I would get attached. I was already feeling something and I did not want to build on it.
I got out the shower and got dressed. He got in the shower and I heard the water running. I looked at the time on my phone, it was only five forty in the morning, too early. Nevertheless I got dressed. I was just about done and dealing with my tangled hair when he got out the shower his hair dripping it was tempting but I had to leave.
“You know you don’t have to leave “he said hugging me from behind.
“I have to. “I said finally giving up on my hair and deciding to wear my hood up instead.
“Please take me back. I don’t know my way back “I sat on the bed watching him get dressed. I could have figured my way back but it was such a hassle and it was still dark out.
“Alright.” He said drying his hair then pulling on a t-shirt over his head. I put my yesterday’s clothes in my bag and wore it on my back before taking a glass of juice. By then he was done dressing. I was ready to leave but I had trouble putting on my shoes. Liam had left some bit of soreness in my vagina.
“Hey are you done? Let us go.” He was already dressed.
“Yeah…but I’m having trouble with my shoes could you help me lace them up.” He chuckled, looked at me sinisterly, and then helped me anyway. He had already ordered an uber that was waiting outside.it was heavily raining that Saturday morning. It was a quiet ride back to campus. The consequences of my decision to be with Liam was finally ringing in my head. I had totally messed up. What if he told people? My life would totally be over. But he had promised. I hoped I could trust him and pushed the thoughts to the back of my head.
“Are you okay?” he asked waving a hand in front of my blanked out face. I smiled and turned to look at him.
“Yeah…I’m good.” He said okay and the heavy silence resumed. Just as we were nearing the campus I asked the driver to stop and I said goodbye to Liam and got out.
“Are you okay here..? It’s raining …we could leave you at the campus” Liam suggested. I was okay. The walk would help me to clear my mind. So I got out and walked in the rain the rest of the way home. The cold air helped to clear my head and when I finally got to my room, I just changed and fell asleep. I could not listen to the noise in my head anymore and instead chose to sleep. I promised myself not to be rash again and break the friendship rules again.
I then had to go home for the long holidays a few days later. I kept talking with Liam but eventually we lost touch and could not talk with each other anymore maybe I had no good reason to keep talking with him. I honestly do not recall why that happened but maybe all of that was leading to something better. Maybe everything would turn out great. And maybe I would eventually forget about my escapade with Liam and I guess lack of communication would guarantee that mostly. I hence chose to pursue that path.