What's wrong with me? -bisexual story-

About me

I am Jenna I just turned 16 in April. The thing is ever since last year I can't have a normal sleepover without liking my friends and making them uncomfortable. Last year.. I know it sound weird but me and a close friend Kayla hooked up. We didn't do anything just kissed. It started as a joke and watching "How to kiss" on YouTube. It was funny and we would be setting timers of how long we could hold it. Next sleepover was with Rachel. I told her I liked her but to be honest I don't think I really did, she said she kinda liked me and I tried to kiss her. (Fail)
I went to high school and made a group of friend. Before high school though I always had Haylee and Kendra they were my best friends. I got to high school and we made a friend group of 5, it was me, Haylee, Kendra, Lilly and Sophie. Sophie and I became kinda close but not exactly. Before high school Lilly and Sophie were friends before and pretty close.
One time though, Sophie told me she was bisexual. I was kinda shocked. After that we kinda just hung out but never by ourselves.
Finally at a sleepover with all the girls at my house I bought chocolate and a poem I made i gave to her and texted her a small paragraph that I liked her. I hid in the bathroom and I could kinda hear her reading it out loud. I was nervous. Eventually Kendra and Lilly came and knocked in my door. They told me Sophie had reasoned. I walked in my room and Sophie went "I'm sorry.." I knew right away what she meant. I went into my closet. (Kinda big) and way under my clothes. I cried. And cried. Eventually haylee who I always have been closet too came in. She asked if I was ok and she hugged me. It felt good to have a shoulder to cry on. Especially after I could hear the girls outside my room making TikToks.