Shadow of the Moon [Revenant x Reader | Apex ]

One-shot Revenant x Reader

Revenant sneakly climbed on top of the roof and watched from afar. There she was once again. He wanted to see her, he comes to visit once in a while, sometimes not even coming in. He's not really sure what he wants this time,but he knows he will get it whatever it is.

But you aren't some dumbass,  playing in the apex games made you cautious with any change of air, temperature, slight wind and noise. And you knew him too... you did not look at him but you knew he was there. But then again,  you were also smart enough to not butt in in what he was trying to achieve . You were just closing off your Pusheen diary after finishing assigning your finals dates. University is hard ,  you guess the arena never prepared you for something so mentally exhausting as this. You'd rather be out there running and killing some foes. It has been almost half an year since the last time you've been together. You reminisce the feelings ,the sickness in your stomach doesn't help. He isn't the staying type and will never be but you also pretend that whenever a shooting star passes through the sky that you don't wish to see him again.
He's cold, yet warm, his voice low but kind in an horrendous way. You chuckle at the thought.
You get off the bed, white cotton sheets crumbled together, shoeless feet taping on the light hardwood floor, window open to let the fresh summer breeze in, where the white thin curtains dance in a melancholic tone. You head to the bathroom to brush your teeth. It's just shy of 11pm, it's time to sleep or you'll miss tomorrow's 10 am class. Again.

You are looking at yourself in the mirror,  your metal embedding into your skin is prominent , just another pro of living in a futuristic electronic era. He says he has lived in the 2020's . That was two centuries ago. Oh lord he is such a grandpa and look at you . Still craving him.
You watched videos of what he used to look like. Before what happened. Handsome tall blonde man , piercing blue eyes. Beautiful face, with a jaw to die for. You could lick it any day of the week.
You wash your face to clean out the toothpaste that was laying on the side of your mouth, look up and gasp.
  "Fucking hell ,you wanna give me an heart attack?" You spat sarcastically towards  his reflection.
He grunts , amused it seems. You turn around, he's close to you, a foot away. He's hoovering over you. That's what 7ft look like after all. 
" So, I guess the roof wasn't enough?" You jokingly throw at him. He says nothing, his red eyes looking at you. You can't tell what he feels, what his rection is , since his upper face is mostly a metallic bone hybrid, shaped out of his real skull. He says this look was assigned to make him look more deadly . Bottom flesh with a metal skin. He's approaching and you look amusingly at him. Slowly lifts his hand, a weapon that has killed many in the last centuries, but this time, to touch your check gently .With the back of his index and middle finger, he feels your flesh , gently gliding his hand to cup the side of your face. It feels different, he isn't aggressive , he's showing a side that has long died inside of him. You know he's only here for one thing. But sometimes you doubt if he keeps coming back just for you.
"You looked stressed."
"How so?"
"Your bed. It's a mess."
"Ah ,yes , the number one stress indicator." You chuckle at him
"Shut it skinbag."
"Make me!" You throw mockingly trying to run away from the bathroom, you shut the door and throw yourself onto the bed with a laugh,  lift your arms behind your head while on your back and wait for him with a big grin  . His shadow makes a dark sound while he disintegrates into the air, the dark cloud forms the familiar shape right in front of you. He's standing there looking grand, even on his worst, you swear, he just looks a little bit more edible.
  "Fancy some tea?"  You wink mockingly.
  His eyes, they are not human,  but they resemble the human blink. Hammond says it's to make the killer more human like, therefore the assassinations feel more personal. All balony, you think to yourself.
  He starts to crouch  and crawl between your legs , sits on his knees between your own, and quickly grabs your throat lightly squeezing it.
  Your cheeks go red and hot, it's dead silent filled with crickets and the sound of the wind hitting the tall grass just outside. The room is dark, the moonlight hitting and reflecting his metallic complex. Its breathtaking to you. (No you are breathtaking)
Sometimes, you wish you could have meet his former self, maybe feel his real lips on yours, or look deep into his ocean eyes. But you also know that he would be six feet underground if that were the case and you would never have seen him.
You hug him. With a swift movement you hug his metal frame tightly, he's shocked for better words. His hands slightly in the air, awkward. He doesn't do hugs, but this time you want to risk it. He doesnt do affection but you crave some from him. You want to know if he feels.
"Hm" he grunts , not knowing what's going on. " Amo-te. Amo-te muito."
  It was hard, you wanted to cry, laugh, scream , look at him and shake a reaction out if him. You've been planning it for a while. With the help of google it wasn't hard learning it in his language. You wanted to make it personal. It's now or never. You're both cyborgs, him more robot then anything, you slighty. But you would like to spend eternity by his side. You are sure he wouldn't though, but you have decided to rip the bandage off isntead of dragging it and making it more painfull for yourself. You are a grown ass adult and know better then teen dramas.
   He grabs your wrists to untangle you from him . Fuck, you think, I'll never see him again. He gently let's your back fall back to the bed. He's got your wrists tightly secured and slowly approaches his face to yours , he still has a sense of smell, touch, hell, even taste. He was made to feel, to do whatever a human can do , and much more. He has desires , his mind is still there, in a different body, but with the same needs. When hammond robotics rebuilt him, they made sure to not deprive him of any human needs, except the sweet release of death I guess. In 2226, relationships between humans and cyborgs are not uncommon, the cyborgs rights bill has been passed long time ago, and it is normalized.
   "I'm gonna destroy you tonight " he growls in your ear.
    You slighty kiss his metallic check to break any tensions, he looks at you, almost glaring. He grabs the hem of your pyjama shorts and slides it downs and you squeeze your way out of them. Rev, was reincarnated with a "genital" for personal pleasure. It was a stated law after many humans were denied the human need when they were reincarnated into robots or cyborgs, there were many studies on the increase of depression caused by it and relationships were never heard off withing cyborgs. You, were glad to be here after all that. His penis, is into his body and will come out in a robotic movement and compose itself whenever he wants. And boy does he want you now. Out of assassination missions, he never wears his pockets or cloths as it is unnecessary. He won't be needing any bullets anytime soon.
  One of his hands is still holding both of your wrists the other one is gliding from your  belly button towards your vagina. We moves it to the top if your folds and starts to rub between them, where you wet clit is. He knows his moves. You start to get hot and bothered and wiggle your waist. "Stop it. Or I'm gonna have to make you still." He growls back at you. You smirk up at him and try your best but when he starts to insert his fingers it gets harder to stay still. Your start to moan and huff lightly, heart beating fast and eyes looking erratic in pleasure. He starts to get impatient at your movement and takes his hand out,quickly grabs your waist and pulls your body closer to him ( he is still on your bed sitting on his knees) and moves back into holding your throat with one of his hands, lightly. Quietly ,  you moan "daddy".
He growls deep to you , his penis comes out right in front of your cunt , and on your wet state he brushes the tip agaisnt your hole to lubricate it and make it feel better for yourself. It is made of a silicone flesh dark matte colour. Slightly curved , and the perfect size without it being too big or too small. It's got sensors connected so he feels anything, everything he does.
   And surprise, it also vibrates.
   He inserts it into you slowly, wet and nice, it glides up and you gasp lightly, it is hard to say anything when you are being slightly choked. He starts to glide in and out, vibration full on. You start to moan a bit louder , everything is so full, full of excitement, full of sensations, you shut your eyes in pleasure. He shouts "look at me! Look me in the eyes while I fuck you mercilessly"  he starts to pound into you hard ,hand tightening ,the other one just above your left shoulder to hold him up in a mercenary style. While speeding up he slightly stands his upper half body so he isn't so much on top of you but pounding you hard and looking you from above, wanting to see you begging for more and on your sorry state . On an evil tone, he starts to slow down . He doesn't grunt, moan or breath, but you're well aware he enjoys this as much as you ,or even more. "Please daddy"
He looks at you with a devilish glare as if to say that it isn't enough" Harder , I'm so close!" you beg.
"Love to hear the cries of those who beg for mercy" you roll your eyes but think its cute when he says silly stuff like that. You pout a little but are starting to notice he isn't going anywhere without putting a fight. So quickly you push him to your side and you both roll so now you are on top now, but he swiftly takes control anyway and takes a hold of your hips , thrusting into you  , you moan loudly in pleasure. It feels amazing, hitting the right spot at the right angle, the vibration making it hundred times better. You are shutting your eyes tight and arching your back, he slides up your stomach up your pyjama shirt to feel your boobs. Your nipples are rock hard and he goes for it by rubbing and squeezing one of them while the other hand holds your body . It's all too much, everytime is coming together,you can feel the tightness in your belly, the high in your body and your head is thrown back, you moan loudly and your toes curls and he feverishly pounds into your cunt harder and harder to ride you to the edge. He keeps going , reaching his edge too and grunts loudly and holds your hips close while he feels his insides explode while deep inside you.

You just fall into his chest. Metallic hard chest that you love no matter what. You are breathing fast ,your heart beating. He can feel your heart on his frame , one of his hands comes up to your hair to sweetly massage it and the other one... goes up your back and holds you tight, a tight embrace.  He moves his head downs with his face agaisnt the top of your head.

" Eu também ... eu também te amo"

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- I cant believe I actually made a 2k word essay for fun lmao
Well, I was wanting to dive into some rev fanfiction but unfortunately there is only like two of them. Revenant is hot, dark and mysterious and honestly a dreamy guy. Both states of his body are great and I'm sure other girls agree. Wink wink
Also because the trailer is based in Brazil I thought he might be Brazilian and me being a portuguese (from portugal) thought it would be adorable to throw in some portuguese . Hope it made sense lol