Don't Leave Me, Please just love me

Detention

I've always been told that I'm unique, creative, once someone even said inspiring. Yes, those are great characteristics but who gives a shit about people's perception of me? They are not with me at all times like I am, so although it's nice to feel the kindness... Is it even true? Developing my own persona is hard because I'm who everyone wants me to be. I'm sly but charming, I'm kind but I'd rather be kind in a shadow because I want to protect myself. Protecting myself shouldn't feel selfish, should it? "Ms. Swan??" What's that noise? I feel a sharp pain on my shoulder that snaps me back into Ms. Mills' 4th period English Class. I realize that the whole class is staring at me... shit. Why did I have to do this in her class? My sister, Liz had already warned me about her earlier today. She graduated last year and automatically transferred out the class  when she realized who she got. This year we had no such luck, all the Senior English classes were full. "Something on your mind that's more important than my lesson, Ms.Swan?" She looks at me and I look down immediately. "Fuck " I curse to myself "What was that?" How TF did she hear that? "Nothing ma'am, sorry" "Profanity is not permitted in my classroom, DETENTION." The whole class does their oohs and ahs while I contemplate the lie I'm going to tell my parents because they can't know that their daughter has detention. "Shit, now you can't come over. Do you still need me to pick you up?" Ruby, my best friend says. I check my phone for a sec and see that the weather report says it won't rain today. "No, I'll be fine thanks C". "Ms.Swan!!! Detention for the whole week!" I roll my eyes out of habit. And slide down in my chair until I hear the bell ring. Finally, freedom. "Where do you think you're going?" Ms. Mills says with pure hatred in her tone. " Home, prison is over" I say with a smirk. "What part of the whole week don't you understand?" I scoff, forgetting about that whole scenario. "Don't you have a class Miss?" "Obviously not, your class is my last for the day." I roll my eyes and take out my phone to text my parents. Ms. Mills snatches it from my hand. "Heyyyy!!! give it back" "In MY detention there are no phones, so sit down and be quiet for the next 2 hours Ms.Swan" "No buts,do you know what quiet means?" I roll my eyes again and look towards the window, the football players are practicing for their big game. I decide to start my Spanish Homework and it's so fucking boring.  I look towards Ms.Mills, she's writing on the board. You know she's actually quite attractive with her full lips, beautiful olive skin...whoa why am I thinking this way?She's my teacher and she fucking hates my guts. I pull out some gum and I chew on it. "Cheap shit" it already lost flavor and I just put in my mouth 5 seconds ago. I'm glad she didn't hear that one. I walk up to the front of the class to throw my gum in the garbage. When I was heading back to my seat I hear a thump. "Fuck" I heard her say, but it was barely even audible so maybe it was nothing. I turn around and see Mills is on the floor. I walk up to her and help her up. For a split second we're much closer than I had ever been to a teacher  in my life. She lets go and coughs, "I didn't need your help, Ms.Swan" She said. "You're welcome and by the way what happened to no profanity in class?" She leaves from her chair and walks toward me. "Don't think I didn't here you say 'cheap shit', Ms. Swan. I'm an adult maybe you should start acting like one before you spend your entire senior year in detention." I didn't realize how attractive she was to me until right now..maybe because I haven't spent this much one on one time with her. I go back to reality and realize that she walked back to her desk already. "You may go Ms.Swan" she says, still grading  the last of her papers.  "This was fun, same time tomorrow?" She walks up to me and gives me a fake ass smirk before she slams the door in my face.  "Tough crowd." I walk towards the parking lot and see that it's raining. Fuck me, I check my pockets and realize that I left my phone with her. I walk back into the school soaked and run to her room. I turn the doorknob and I'm met with her beautiful brown eyes. " You've tracked water all over the floor" she rolls her eyes at me again. "Well yea, it was raining. Hopefully Dan doesn't kill me" I smirk. She looks at me confused for a second and than her stone cold bitch face comes back.  "He's the janitor" "I know he's the janitor Swan, why are you here?" She definitely had no idea who I was talking about. " Right, I came to get my phone."  She turns back into her room, unlocks her desk drawer and returns my phone. 10 text from my mom, 2 from my sister and one from Claire. Something brushes past me, I realize Ms.Mills has left and probably headed towards the main office to clock out.  I go back the way I came and start calling  Ruby...no answer. I open her text from 2 hours ago  Ruby🤪:My mom's making me help bake for my sister's bake sale🙄wish you were here. Well that explains why she's not answering, she hates being on her phone because her mom is so nosy. I decide to finally open the text from my mom. Mom❤️:Let me know when you get to Ruby's (1). Hi honey are you there?(2). Im cooking chicken and rice for dinner, should I set some aside for you ?(3). Me: Sorry Mom, I was helping Ruby bake for the bake sale at Chloe's school. I'll be home soon and save me some! It's fucking cold out here. I see an all to familiar car at the stop sign next to me, I jump in. " What the--"her eyes still stay on the road but I don't have to look at her to know that she's mad. "I'm sorry. It's just ...I need a ride it's freezing out there." I put on my seatbelt.  "Get out, Swan!! Do you know how unprofessional it is to have a student in my car?" I look at her with puppy eyes. "So you're telling me that you'll let a teenage girl freeze to death walking home?" She scoffs and rolls her eyes again.  "Always with the dramatics, Swan." I laugh and motion like I'm taking a bow. I see a smile forming on her face just as soon as I see it , it vanishes. Sheesh.  "Where do I drop you off?" I give her the directions and just like that, I'm at my house. "Thanks Mills" I smile at her and grab my stuff. Her cold eyes just look the opposite direction of me. "Swan" "Miss me already?" She rolls her eyes at me for the millionth time today. "Don't forget your phone and don't jump into strangers' car" "Thanks,but you're not a stranger Ms.Mills. See you tomorrow." I wink at her and walk towards my house. Am I flirting with my English Teacher?

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So this is my first fanfic, hopefully it was decent. Thanks to my friends for their support. Also if you see the name Claire it's supposed to be Ruby, originally I was going to make Ruby a completely different kind of character but I like her more as Emma's best friend.