It hurts me more then anything at she doesn't believe me when I have given her all of my attention! It hurts me more then not being able to help my mom! It can't get worst she has basically given up on me no matter what I do to try to make her believe me and trust me again! It seems like my life is falling apart and I can't do anything write. I'm sorry for all of the things that have happened today and everything in the past! I'm sorry for everything! How many times do I have to give up people to make her happy just so my attention for her is better!
