The Heart Wants What It Wants

Prologue "What The Heart Wants It Wants"

Prologue: What The Heart Wants It Wants

You got me scattered in pieces

Shining like stars and screaming

Lighting me up like Venus

But then you disappear and make me wait

And every second's like torture

Heroin drip, no more so

Finding a way to let go

Baby, baby, no I can't escape

The bed's getting cold and you're not here

The future that we hold is so unclear

But I'm not alive until you call

And I'll bet the odds against it all

Save your advice 'cause I won't hear

You might be right but I don't care

There's a million reasons why I should give you up

But the heart wants what it wants

The heart wants what it wants

~ Selena Gomez

What The Heart Wants It Wants

Chantelle POV

I closed my eyes and took a breath. Tears pricked in my eyes I shook my head so many times. Drew came into my room I turned my head so I wouldn't see him.

"Baby you know am sorry I didn't mean to it just happened." Drew mumbled

"What do you mean it just happen? Drew what the hell!" I said yelling clearly sobbing

"Don't be like this Chantelle. You know we still love each other." Drew reasoned

"Maybe you still love me. But I don't love you. You crossed the line this is the first and the last time Drew." I yelled my voice shaking

I lied for the first time to Drew. I didn't want to let him go I wanted to be in his arms no else.

"Please leave I'll talk to you when I want to Drew" I calmly said

"Bye baby I love you" he said and kissed my cheek. He left after he did that.

I screamed into my pillow my throat started to hurt.

Was Drew telling the truth was it a mistake? Was he going to do it again? But they say once a cheater always a cheater.

My mind was racing with thoughts. It was like a race track my thoughts were trying to beat each other.

I started to sing softly I always sing a song based on how I felt.

I got lost into the lyrics. Tears were coming down because this song showed actually how I felt.

I sat on the bed and I thought would I ever get over him and if I did who would it be with?

I need to stop thinking its to pathetic to think about it.

I tried it was like a song that was on replay. It wouldn't stop going through my head.

The memories came into mind the good ones. It made me smile then the bad ones of me and Drew. I cried and cried. I grabbed a little pocket knife. I promised myself I would never use this again. I cut my arm 2 times I watched the blood move down my arm and drip to the floor.

That was a month ago.

❤️///Authors Note///❤️

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