Always You

Mabilis kong pinalis ang mga luha kong nag-uunahan  sa pagbagsak. Feeling ko namamanhid na ako dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. I already expected this. But it really hurts and I can't accept it.

"Mahal kita, Kion... since we we're kid! Kahit bata pa ako non, alam kong pagmamahal na ang nararamdaman ko sayo!" I swallowed hard.

"I'm sorry but... I just see you as a little sister. Nothing more, Penelope." Fuck! Little sister?!

"Why?! Is it because of her? Of the fucking architect?! Did she seduced you, huh?! Is it because of La-"

"Stop! She has nothing to do with this! Huwag mo siyang idamay dito!" I'm right. He really love her, huh? "And please, stay away from me. Let's just forget we know each other."

Naglakad na siya palayo. Wala nang mas isasakit pa sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. Nanghihina ako.

I closed my eyes, remembering those moments Kion and I had.

I clenched my fist. Ten years.. it was ten fucking years of being inlove with him. I won't waste those ten years para lang mapunta sa ibang babae si Kion. That won't happen. I will do everything para hindi 'yon mangyari.

Tumakbo ako ng mabilis para habulin si Kion at naabutan ko siya. Hinigit ko ang kaniyang braso.

I met his eyes.. dark and mysterious as always. But those eyes made me fall for him.

"Hindi ako papayag! Ten years, Ki! Ten years! I will do everything to make you mine. Even if it costs my life. Remember that!" Tumalikod na ako sa kaniya.

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Have you experience loving someone who can't love you back? Who doesn't even notice your presence? Who doesn't appreciate all your efforts? And everytime you see him or her enjoying and laughing with someone, it's like your heart has been stabbed a hundred times.

I loved him ever since we were young. I was there by his side first before she came to his life. The feeling that you're just an antogonist in his story, in their love story. I have nothing to do, alright?

But to see him happy in the arms of the other girl and love him from afar.

Oh bitches scratch that! I'm not that weak, you know! I can't just stand looking the man I love with that fucking bitch! No way! One day I'm going to get what's mine. One day I'm the one who's going to plaster all those smiles in his face. And one day, he's going to be mine. I will do everything just to get him, even if it means ruining someone. Call me desperate or pathetic but hey, I can get whatever or whoever I want.

And that inludes him.

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So ayon nga, napilitan uli ako magsulat dahil ng ECQ hahahahaha. Kung may readers pa ako na naaalal 'to, good for you! Libre ko kayong tubig sa McDo after ng lockdown hahahahaha jk lang. Sa mga hindi na nakaalala at sa mga incoming readers (kung meron man) sana ma-enjoy niyo 'to :D. Kung ayaw niyo edi huwag! Charot hahahahahaha. Enjoy sa mabagal na update :))