Raven-
I'm Back.
It's been 5 years since Quavo got out and we got married. Raevon is now 9 and Quavion is 6 and my last baby I was pregnant with name is Quentin he is 4 years old. After we got married Me and Quavo bought a 10 million dollar mansion in Atlanta. Its way bigger than my old house and his put together. We sold our houses and bought a 10 bedroom and 5 bathroom house. I don't know why we need all these bedrooms anyway cause it's only 5 of us.
Our Marriage has been decent. I'm not gonna say it'a been all the way perfect. We have had some extremely bad arguments in the past months and I think he sneaking around on me. Not only that Quavion told me some woman gave him some money and she was in "daddy car". 5 years ago I didn't think marrying Quavo would make me rethink marriage.
I don't know how many times I sat up at night on my patio and cried while looking up into the stars trying figure out where it went wrong but Im not giving up on him as much as I want to. I been so damaged in my past I'm prolly accusing him. When First Lady died it's been effecting him and I think that's why he been so different. I been trying to talk to him about it and comfort him but he ain't even been trying.
Anyways, Quavo doesn't want me to work anymore, he wants me to be a stay at home wife and I been loving it but kinda missing the industry. Quavo wants to be the one who supports the family and pay for everything. He gives me his black card and lets me go shopping and shit he just always says "I don't care what you buy just don't spend alllll my money". I be at home bored all day because all of my babies be at daycare and school.
I woke up early in the morning and checked my phone and it was 6 am. I stared into the ceiling tryna gather my thoughts. I looked over at Quavo and he was knocked out. I scooted close to him and laid my head on his chest. He shifted then stretched his arms and pulled me in closer to him. "Goodmorning" he whispered. "Morning baby" I said. He kissed my forehead and then hugged me. He turned my way and we looked in each other's eyes. "I hate that we be arguing" he said. "I don't want you leaving me" he added. I smiled. "We just gotta talk it out and stop fighting" I said. He kissed me. "I love you" he said.
I smiled. "I love you too" I added. I sat up on the side of the bed and stretched. I grabbed my robe and wrapped my body up. I stood up and walked to the bathroom, pissed and washed my hands. I brushed my teeth and then stared into the mirror. I walked out and walked towards Raevon's room. I opened the door and she was getting dressed. "Goodmorning lady bug" I said. She turned around and smiled. "Goodmorning mama" she said.
"You getting dressed ?" I asked. "Yeah mama" she said. "Okay imma cook breakfast you just get ready before yo bus come" I said. "Yes ma'am" she said.
I walked into Quavion room and he was still sleep. I missed his forehead and then tapped him to wake him up. He stretched and turned. "Mmmmmm" he whined. "Quavion get up its time for school son" I said. I got up and went into Quentin's room and hugged him close. My baby in daycare and he start school next year. I can't wait. Quentin is so smart he already knows his ABC's, he can count to 20 and he knows my number by heart.
Quavo has been the best dad he could be but he is always gone. I don't complain because if he wasn't out taking care of business he wouldn't have bought this big ass house, well I helped to but he had majority of the money. I just wish he could be home everyday loving me and with the kids. Maybe I'm just lonely or maybe I just miss him being home with me . Only time he be home is when he fresh off tour or if I'm having a baby a something and I hate it.
I walked down to the kitchen and started making breakfast. French toast, eggs , bacon, grits and sausages. I can throw down but y'all knew that already. Quavo slid behind me and hugged me from the back. I can feel his hard on. "baby put that shit away the kids is up" I said. He grabbed me closer so I could really feel it. "Guh the kids ain't paying attention slide to the restroom" he said. "No I'm cooking" I said. He stopped then let me go.
"Ight, aye im finna go I gotta spin a block or two" he said. I rolled my eyes. He always do that when I don't let him fuck me. Me and Quavo haven't fucked in 2 months and it's cause I went In his phone and seen he fucked a bitch raw, so after that I ain't even been interested. He even went and got checked for every STD and ain't have one and I still wasn't interested. He even tried fucking me and after we nutting I'll roll over like it wasn't interest in the first place.
He hates when I do that shit. Shìt since he ain't been hitting this shit every other day he been all outside shit he prolly fucked a few bitches but I just lost interest in fucking him. I feel like when I want it he gon turn me down, but I ain't gone be mad. When we fuck it make me think of the bitches he been fucking , like damn so yo dick got them feeling the same way you be making me feel.
I finished the kids breakfast and made them come and eat before they bus came. "Mama Where's dad ?" Asked Quavion. "He just left he had to go do something" I said. I sat at the table after making my plate and I ate some food with them. I scrolled all down my Instagram just hearting cute pictures of other models. I miss the modeling game so much. I got up and looked outside and seen the kids bus and Quentin's van for Daycare. "Okay wrap it up, y'all know the routine" I said. They all got up and washed they hands, grab they backpacks and I gave them a kiss and picked Quentin up and gave him the biggest kiss.
I got him in his van and he waved me goodbye. I watched they buses pull off and all of a sudden this lonely shit popped back on me. Damn what am I gonna do now. I pushed my husband away and he prolly out mad at me and shit and my babies gone away. I just started cleaning up the kitchen as much as I could and went in my room to lay back in the bed. Once I got bored and horny I went in my secret stash and got my "Man stick" out and played in it a lil bit. That's what I do when I'm horny or just wanna play round. And it's cameras in our house that's connected to Quavo's phone but I don't think he be checking it like he really do cause I know he a be pissed if he see how I be getting busy.
