She is my best friend. But even close friends keep some secrets from each other.
My secret was that I am love her. I love her deeply. But it doesn't matter because she sees me as only a friend.
She is always there for me and I enjoy her time. Why can't just be happy with that ?
I can't because I want her too bad. But she doesn't want me, she wants someone else.
She always talks about him. Everyday she complains about the things he does. But she is always in his face.
Why cant she see that his isn't right for her ? He is bad for her. She doesn't care though, she loves him.
I forget about how I feel about her. I no longer love her. I will let her see the real him for herself. I won't tell her anything.
I will just try to be happy for her. Until she sees what I see. Then she will realize that I was right.
But how can I just let her go through that ? I have to though. I can't say anything because she will think I just want her for myself.
I'm just going to distance myself from her. Friends or not, I can't watch her get heartbroken. If she needs me I will be there. She knows how to contact me.
I guess how I feel doesn't matter. Its
all about her. And it always will be.
