Through Their Eyes

Chapter One

I Know Now

It was my summer going into 7th grade, and I met this girl, younger then me I thought. She was very rebellious (saving myself from embarrassment we'll call her Mavis). Mavis was always chubby back then, as she was going into 6th grade and had baby fat. She was my first everything, as in doing bad kid things. I smoked pot for the first time with her, I smoked cigarettes with her. She always took me to the coolest parties and I met the coolest high school boys. I was Mavis' barbie. She knew that if I was her best friend forever then she'll have lots more power. She always told me I was pretty, she told me that when we get into high school our past selves will think high school us was so hot. She was right, she's even more beautiful now.
There was this one time me and mev went to a garage party. It's a hick thing where I live. We got super drunk off Mike's Lemonades and Salted Caramel Crown Royal. I remember she told me she was tired and hot. So we went to the bathroom. She told me she wanted to leave and go eat chicken wings at my house. I laughed. She kissed me that night. After I made her chicken wings and gave her her favorite, Dr Pepper she asked me to cuddle with her. Mavis was always such a vulnerable and sweet person. That's why everyone wanted to be in her inner circle. When Mavis and I were just sobering up watching Adventure Time she got on top of me and straddled me, I remember squeezed her butt. I liked her. And I knew she had to know. She had a boyfriend at this time and so did I. We always kissed when we partied, our boyfriends didnt complain. It was innocent. Till she whispered in my ear, let's just let go. Then Mavis took off her top and bra and started kissing me. She always told me I was a great kisser. Mavis always told me that if I was single she'd snatch me up. She came out as bisexual a while back. She leaned more towards girls. Mavis always invited girls to party with us, and she always wanted to hook up with all of us. It's always been just me and Mavis. I thought that if me and Mavis did this it'd bring our friendship closer. I loved the way she kissed me down, there. She made me feel different. She always hyped me. I knew she liked me then....