If only you knew...

If only you knew what you do to me, 

How you make my heart beat uncontrollably,

How the sound of your voice, and the sight of your face,

Stays stuck in my mind, behind a glass case.

In a small little corner, hidden away

I try to stop thinking, about that one day

But it’s all no use, And if you were here, you would see,

That I can’t control this affect you have on me

I wish I could tell you everything that I feel,

From the pain to the joy that doesn’t seem real.

I wish I could call you and text you at night

I wish I could see you and hug you tight.

And although I can’t stand this pain in my chest,

Part of me loves thinking of you, instead of getting rest.

Half of me wants to pretend this is just a phase,

The other half hopes that this feeling will stay.

And deep down I feel like you don’t care at all,

But part of me has hope, that you’ll catch me if I fall…