Is there anybody out there who
Is lost and hurt and lonely too?
Coldplay ~ Square One ~
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,,Are u really sure about all of this? It's something like a new chapter in your life ? And honestly I think you are too young for that.", my mother asks me as she hugs me for the last time. Maria had never that good relationship to me.
,, I'll be fine. I'm just happy that I can now move out of this shitty country. And beside of that I'm 20.", I say with a boring tone.
,,I know but you will always be my daughter. I just want the best for you!", she responds.
,,Yeah, anyways I have to go. Bye Caleb, bye mum.", I replie, take my suitcase and head to the gate.
The last word I heard from my family was my 4 years older brother saying:,, Bye blossom!"
He just calls me like that, because I was a huge fan of flowers when I was a child. My name is Lana and sometimes I think I stuck in the 90's or 80's. I dress like that time and and I listen to various artists, such as Queen, Nirvana, Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson and also sometimes to the Beatles, altough they are from the 60's.
But my one and only love belongs to Coldplay. The British alternative band with the most calming songs and best live shows. In my opinion, Jonny Buckland is the most talented one. I've never seen any other guitar player like him. He's just amazing and pretty good looking too.
I never told any other friend about my love for them, because the students in my class, just listened to metal, rap or hip-hop bands. Once I told a friend of mine that, I like their music, she laughed at me and never spoke with me again. Also my brother behave different, when I told him about that. Since that day we have another relationshp to each other. We talk just when it's neccassary.
My dad helped me a lot with music. It was him, who gave my vinyls of Queen and the others. But sadly he ended his life 2 years ago, because he couldn't cary the pressure of life. Since that my family is a bit destroyed and our mother a bit more stressed than she already was.
After I finished high school last year, I decided to move out of America. I wanted to study at university college in London. Not just because Coldplay studied there, because I was really into astronomy and mathematics. They accepted and me and I looked for a small flat for myself. After I found something I booked the flight to the capital. So today was the day when I left the US and started my new life in the UK. Also England wasn't new for me. When I was a kid I flew regulary to London, because my dad had much work there, we always stayed in a hotel and also once , I think I was about 11 or 12 y/o, we booked a special room where you could see the city and the London eye. It was amazing. He took Caleb always to some other American cities like Las Vegas or LA, but the biggest adventures he made with me and I'm very grateful for that. Our mom was always worried about it and also furthermore not really satisfied with it but dad didn't give a damn. That's also why I prefer him.
On the plane I clicked on shuffle on my spotify playlist and tried to sleep. The flight takes about 10 hours.
After about 4 hours I can't sleep anymore and so I let my view gaze thru' the plane.
Wow here are nearly just obesed humans. How disgusting! It feels like I've been the only one who is thin, although I don't like my body.
Oh well and did I say that I'm an ass to the whole population. And I hate people and try to avoid them as good as possible.
A young man next to me starts to move and speaks
,, Hey you woke me up!"
,, Does it looks like I would care?"
,, Okay calm down girl. Looks like someone stood up with the wrong foot."
I thought looks like I will smack your nose at any sec!
,, Yeah sorry I think I'm just tired.", I replied and force me to a smile.
,, I'm Dylan!", he says and reached his hand in my direction.
Who the hell is this guy? Doesn't he sees that I'm quiet bussy to analyse the people in the plane? I'm not interested in him!
,, Okay, nice to meet you, but I want to listen to music now. So could u pls be that nice and just shut up?"
,, However u want. If u wanna talk with me I'm free.", he replies with a smile.
I respond a answer and just plug in my AirPods again, happy that he stopped this conversation.
After we landed in Heathrow I pick up my suitcase and head to the subways.
The subway ride to my little flat, a bit outside of London, takes about 20 minutes and trust me here is one thing I hadn't missed at all. The volume of the trains when the rush downstairs thru' the city. It's so loud, that you can't talk during the ride. Anyways, with me there are only 3 persons in this section of the train, who laughs and joking around like they were little kids, although they have to be already in their 20's or even 30's. When a small smile finds my lips I remmember how much I missed this city. These people. The whole country in general.
After I hoped out of the subway station I head with google maps to my new flat. Surprisingly I find it really fast and open it. Altough it's really small, I know that I have much work to do. I have to buy most of the furnitures new but a coach, a bed and cupboard with a TV are already on their places.
After slipping of my shoes I switch to comfy clothes and just hop in the bed.
What will London bring me? How many friends will I make? And will I have the chance to meet the boys?
I know what you guys think now: She's already 20 and had visited London several times but she has never been to their music studio or any other place related to them. Acutally no, because I wanted to keep it a secret.
How in hell would I react, if I see one of the boys for real. I mean? How should I behave? Like just a random girl from the street whith no knowledge about them? This would be a heavy lie but well, they would never find out, right?
Let's just see what the new morning brings. I'm ready for my application at Starbucks and I need to visit the UCL tomorrow!
Hopefully the boys will find me one day in this beautiful city.
(A/N) Hello Coldplayers and readers,
This is my third fanfiction now and I hope you like it so far. I know that I'm not that good at writing, I'm way better in editing pictures. You can see them on my IG page for the boys, it's called @ kaleidoscope._.stories
Anyways, thank you for reading my story.
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Square One (Jonny Buckland Fanfiction)
Fanfiction#1 in jonnybuckland - 21st May 2020 A young girl moves to London. She wants to start a new life in her favourite country. She had been there several times when she was a kid. Her secret addiction is her favourite band named Coldplay, for which she w...
