Why Aren't You Mine? (Book 2) (BXB Werewolf)

Chaptar 2

Junior's P.O.V

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As I walked back to class, hoping it was first period, I asked if Ryan would walk with me just in case.

"So, Ryan, how tall are you?" I asked he shrugged and played with his fingers, as we walked.

"I-I don't really keep track, besides its not like I can anyway," I cocked my head to the side again.

"Why?" I asked, his head instantly shot up.

"Wait! What? No I didn't- I didn't mean to say that I just, uh, you know, just don't like to, I guess," he stammered, I knew he was lying, and I was going to find out why.

"Ok..." I said and eyed him suspiciously. I saw that kid who ran in on me and Carter in the bathroom, I eyed him too. He walked quickly, almost at a running pace, and never met eye contact.

"What up with him?" Ryan asked, watching him too. "He's got a good ass," I spat out laughing, he covered his mouth and shook his head, blushing. "Holly shit! Did I say that out loud?!"

I had never heard him curse before, it didn't suit him. I nodded and looked at him seriously. "Cursing doesn't suit you, don't do it, k?" He stared at me confused but then nodded.

"O-ok," we walked in silence for awhile. I realized I had to piss.

"Ryan!" I yelled, making him hella jump, I began to laugh.

"What! Junior," he whimpered which was super duper cute. "Don't do that, please?" His head had sunken down and I heard small whimpers, was he crying?

"Ryan? Are you ok? Did I really scare you that bad? I'm sorry," I apologized, he whipped his face and looked up and me.

"N-no, sorry I hadn't realized I was crying, wh-what did you need?" I knew he was lying again, why does he keep lying to me, I dislike it.

"I need to piss," he laughed and shrugged, pulling me off to the bathroom, I bet that looked wrong, I winked to myself. I did my business and Ryan fixed him self up. "Really why were you crying?" I asked, leaning over him, he jumped again, and more tears flowed.

"Sorry, I'm a pussy, I know! I don't know what's wrong with me! Maybe that's why my mom hates me!" My body tensed up and I turned him around, hugging him.

"No you're not, nothing's wrong with you, I would kill to be like you," he shook his head and cried even more. "Please, stop crying," I knew the way he felt.

"J-Junior!" He cried, hold me tighter. "You don't want to be like me!" I pushed him off me and frowned. I unzipped my jacket and threw it on the floor, holding my wrist out to him.

"Yes I do, believe me, I do," his eyes teared up even more and he shook his head. "And if you think that's bad!" I pulled down the side of my pants to show him the scars on my hips. He jumped on me and held me, maybe I shouldn't have shown him. This looks and sounds wrong but I slipped my hand into his back jean pocket and put my spare razor blade in there, he gasped.

"J-Junior," sounded more like a moan rather than a whimper.

"Ryan," I whispered in his ear casually. He leaned back and looked at me, I gripped him tighter and leaned down slowly, kissing him, those soft lips drove me insane! I should stop! Like now! But it's a little way to hard, I bit his bottom lip and he gasped, I shot my toung in his mouth.

Is it considered cheating if your boyfriend does it too?

Ryan moaned in my mouth. I picked him up and sat him on the counter, running my hands all over his waist. "Junior!" his lust side taking over, I stopped kissing him and moved down to his neck, sucking, making sure to leave a mark. I knew I was hard, and he was too. Just what I wanted, but more.

My hands unconsciously ran to his blouse buttons and began to unbutton them, I while kissing him. I grasped his thighs and pulled him closer on to me. He gasped when my hands touched his ass, pulled him just a little too close. I played with his nipple as my other hand ran around his hardened dick. He moaned even more, sounds only a God could make, he's such a kid, literally, he really reminds me of a kid.

Does that make me a pedofile?

The door knob jiggled and I cupped a hand over Ryan's mouth, pulling him off the counter, turning him around, grabbing his shirt and pulling him into the stall and sitting on the toilet, with him on me.

"Damnit!" Whisper-yelled as the door opened.

"What?" Ryan asked softly, I nodded over to my jacket and stood up, sitting Ryan on the top of the toilet, as the person picked up the jacket, I put a finger to my mouth, telling Ryan to sh. I'm glad I'm back to normal now. I walked out the stall and walked up to the jacket and the person, it was the guy in the hallway! I held out my hand to take it, he was the same height as me.

"Is this ours?" he asked politely.

"No shit, I'm just holding out my hand for no reason," I teased he stiffened up and shrugged.

"Sorry," he pouted, examining my wrist for a while, he handed it to me then turned around to walk around but I stopped him by grabbing his wrist, he gasped and pulled away, rubbing his wrist.

"I'd know that gasp, and the way you pulled away, you cut don't you?" I questioned, looking closer at him. He shook his head violently. "Ok, what's your name?"

"M-me?" He cocked his head to the side. I frowned.

"No," I said sarcastically.

He frowned and said, "Seth," I nodded and grabbed his wrist while he wasn't expecting it, and lifted up his sleeve to show many many cuts. Almost as many as I have.

"Ah, so you do cut, why?" He pulled back to quick to answer and ran out. After a couple of seconds I went back to Ryan. He had on all his cloths and looked completely normal, he was resting his hands on his thighs.

"H-hi," we both said awkwardly. "Umm, I oughta be going," I swallowed and put my jacket on. We said bye before we both charged out the bathroom. Holly shit what did I do?! I touched my lips as I walked back to my class, I opened the door and Carter perked up, as usual. I walked over to my seat and sat down.

"Ok, everyone just get to work, Carter, explain to Junior please," the teacher nodded at Carter and Carter nodded back. I turned in my chair to face him, and smiled.

"Hi baby!" He cheered, pecking my lips. I smiled at him, great, the guilt is already taking over. "You ok?"

I nodded. "Yeah," I got up and sat on his lap and looked at the sheet of paper. "Are we really doing this shit in positives and negatives? What are we back in sixth grade?" He chuckled.

"I wish," a blush rose to my face, knowing why he wished that.

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After first period, I went to second. I sat down. And waited. I waited for all the people to come rushing in and being loud, except for Andy. Nope, Andy and I get here at the same time, only I get here like a minute earlier and just as I sit down, he's coming in. So I sat down, and so did he, I laid my head down on my desk, not really paying attention to what was going on until Andy spok.

"Junior?" I looked up slightly and stared at him, my jaw clenched.

"Y-yeah?" I replied, putting my head back down.

"I wanna say I'm sorry."

"For?"

"F-for, uh, not being ready and, uh, saying things I shouldn't have," he stammered, tapping his foot over and over and over again.

"Don't you think it's a little late for that?" I peered up, he was truly nervous.

"I-I guess so, well still sorry, are you and Carter a thing?" He asked, that question caught me off guard, I flinched. But, I still nodded, and put my head back down. A small "ok," was all I heard.