Keep It In The Dark (Furry Boy x Boy)

Chapter 1: Home

The Fox pushes me onto the bed hurting my back and making me gasp for air. "Mmhh~ Luca what's wrong? I thought you wanted this." The Fox says in a seductive voice. The Fox starts smiling. "Stop, I don't want this, not right no-" The fox kisses me harshly then gets on top of me and slowly takes off my clothes. "STOP!!" I try to yell but can't.

I wake up yelling "STOP!" then start balling my eyes out,

Why do I always have to remember that day where Jacob did that to me.... WHY!!!

I continue crying until I hear my alarm ring, signalling me to school. Knowing my dad, he will be awake in around 30 minutes so I have to get ready quickly.

I go to the bathroom, brush my teeth, and take a quick shower. I take a deep breath and sigh loudly.

At least at school things will be better... Right? I think to myself.

Ever since my parents divorced my dad started drinking everyday and took out all his anger on me by either harming me or saying I'm worthless or r-rap-... N-Nevermind... Well at least Eva is with mom... I wonder how she is? I drift off not noticing the time flying by. I then notice and quickly get out and dry myself.

At least I don't have as thick a fur as other furs... It's still pretty wet and puffy tho...

I put on a white towel and quickly go to my room to get my clothes noticing I only have five minutes, "God damnit" I whisper then quickly get a plain black shirt, plain black sweatpants then a grey and white hoodie that is 4 sizes bigger so I can feel safe and snug.

I see the clock and notice I have a minute before he wakes up. I look out my door left and right to see if my dad's awake. "Seems safe" I say to myself very quietly, I get my backpack and run to the door when I see a big, buff and black wolf stop me.

God damnit, why did I take so long

"And where the fuck do you think you're going faggot?" My dad says very assertively. "I-I-I'm going t-to school..." My muscles tense up knowing he will do something or hurt me. He pushes me to the floor then puts me on the couch and starts punching me in the face until I bleed and then picks me up and throws me to floor making me wince in pain. He smiles and sees this as the perfect time to strike, so he starts taking off my pants and then takes off my boxers. I scream and kick him in the balls and run out.
"FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!! WHAT DID I JUST DO" he stays there smiling and waving thinking on what to do when I get back home. I keep running to the bus stop, pants down to my thigh and boxers revealing some cuts and exposing more of my thigh. Luckily I was there first so no one saw. So when I noticed I quickly put my boxers and pants up then clean my face with some paper towels I had in my backpack. I look around making sure no one is around, sit down, and start sobbing. I reach in my pocket for my phone and feel nothing. "Wh- Where is it!!" I quickly look at my backpack and luckily find it. I take a deep breath and wipe my tears seeing people walk by. I start putting on my wireless headphones on and listen to NF. He always calms me down knowing I am not the only one going through shit. I smile and notice the bus is coming so I stand up and wait until it comes closer and the doors open. I then walk in and sit in the very back seat. No one really likes me or cares about anything that happens to me which is good if you are not in the mood but it's hard when I want to talk to someone. Well for my lucky ass today was one of those days. I start looking out the window while more people from the bus stop come in.

I should probably Introduce myself. Hi, I'm Luca, I am a 17 year old grey and green wolf. My parents are divorced, my sister is with my mom and I am with my dad, I work 2 jobs to pay rent and pay for general food so I won't starve. I don't have many friends bc I am usually shy and quiet. But the thing that I am happy no one knows is my sexuality... I am gay and don't like the thought of my friends or, God forbid my dad finding out. So that secret is still in the closet.

While I am thinking someone taps my shoulder startling me and making me curl up then start hyperventilating. "Oh I am so sorry, are you ok?" The Golden Retriever says to me then calms me down. I sit up look at him quickly, then look away. I never seen him. Must be a new kid. He was golden colored retriever, (obviously, golden retriever) he was very masculine, taller then me (not by a lot) and Buff. He also was wearing a white shirt with black designs, he looked like a loyal person but like, they all do until they backstab you... "y-yah, I'm fine, j-just a little startled, that's it." "Sorry," he says feeling bad. "Oh, it's ok, it wasn't your fault I just got scared that's it" I look out the window again. "My name is Axel by the way," the retriever says. "That's a nice name, my name is L-luca..." It pains me saying my name... Knowing everything I did, my dad did, my family did, and what my friends did makes me hate who I am, and my name.
"Aww, Luca that's such a cute name" Axel kindly says. I start dying of laughter making him concerned. "No the fuck it's not." He looks at me confused, but ends up ignoring it and in a few minutes we made it here. School, prison, hell.

A/n
Hey guys :3 so I just finished this chapter and this is my first book so I hope you guys enjoyed a lot, Please leave comments and feedback, sorry for long first chapter, but I hope you enjoyed, well love you guys uwu. Also 1101 words first chapter, wow!