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I have a one rule in life. I don't fuck a friend. I won't play a friend. A friend is a friend. Nothing more, nothing less.
Kilala ko na siya mula noong bata kami. Magkababata to be exact.
Kasama ko siya sa lahat ng bagay. Kasangga ko siya.
Nandoon ako kapag kailangan niya ako at ganun din ako sa kanya.
Alam namin ang sikreto ng bawat isa.
She knew that i have a bad habit.
Alam na alam niya lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ko.
Aaminin ko, gusto kong lumayo na sa kanya dahil sa maling gawain ko pero hindi ko pa kaya. Kaibigan ko siya.
I started to take illegal drugs pero nandoon pa rin siya, ginagabayan niya ako sa tamang landas.
I also started sleeping with different women.
I'm a smoker.
Drinker.
Minsan tinanong niya ako kung bakit ako nag iba. Ibang-iba na ako sa nakilala niya. Hindi na ako ang kababata niya.
I remained silent when she asked me that question.
I can't tell her my real reason.
I always say na para sa kasiyahan lang ang ginagawa ko.
Pero walang epekto ang pagsisinungaling ko sa kanya.
One day, nag hiwalay kami ng girlfriend ko na pinaglalaruan ko lang din.
This is one of the reason kaya nag iba ako.
Lahat naman ng babae manloloko. Kaya imbes na ako ang lokohin inunahan ko na. Easy.
She thought na mahal ko yung babaeng yun dahil sa gabi-gabing pag iinom ko ng alak na mas lumala kumpara noon.
She was there for me.
Months passed, i started courting her, my childhood friend.
She didn't know that i like her.
No, i love her.
Since the day that i started courting her, itinigil ko na ang masamang gawain ko.
Linggo-linggo nagsisimba kami and I always pray na sana, 'pag sinagot niya ko, magiging kami hanggang sa huling hininga namin. She's always in my prayer.
3 years has passed and finally, sinagot na niya ako. I really love this lady.
I can't describe the feeling that i felt that day.
In our 2nd anniversary, something happened between us.
I fucked my childhood friend.
No, I made love with the most precious woman in my life.
Se didn't know that I broke my rule for her. She didn't know that she saved me from darkness. She fixed me.
I broke my own rule just for you. Please take care of my heart and i wil take care yours. I love you so much. Soon, i will propose to you and we will get wed to the church or place you want.
One day, she caught me kissing and undressing another woman. I knew that i hurt her so much and seeing my woman getting hurt is so damn heartbreaking.
After that incident, i went to her place.
Ilang beses akong nagsorry sa kanya kahit alam kong hindi magagamot ng sorry ang pusong wasak.
She distant her self to me.
Sobrang sakit pero alam ko, kasalanan ko.
We broke up.
She got a new boyfriend.
They got married.
They have twins.
Ang sakit kase pangarap namin noon 'yun.
She didn't know that I saved her.
I sacrificed our relationship para mailigtas ko ang buhay niya.
Hindi niya alam na yung babaeng kasama ko noong gabing iyon, ay dating babae ko na gusto siyang patayin.
Alam kong kasalanan ko.
Pero masakit.
Sobrang sakit.
Mahal kita, I'm sorry for everything. Be happy.
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Sorry for the grammatical and typographical Errors.
