On the run

Someone Has A Crush

I tug the thin red fabric down slightly, feeling overly uncomfortable.
"Do I have to wear this?" I murmur to Olivia, she quickly nods.
"Josh will love it." She giggles slightly, my eyes widen.
Okay, you're probably confused, so Olivia, my best friend, has a brother- Josh. Aka my other best friend, we're like a little group, with a mother boy, Anthony. Olivia has a major crush on him, and I know for a fact he likes her back. Which makes our little group full of love stuck people because I have a major crush on Josh, and only Olivia knows. She likes to tease me about it, as I like to tease her about Anthony. We're all on an app called Tiktok, mostly Josh and Anthony, but I've got about 100k followers.
"Just because it's his birthday-"
"Who's birthday, again?" I grin, biting my lip at the voice. I rub up, squishing Josh.
"Chill, I'd like to make it to 19." We both laugh, today was Josh's 18th birthday, I had basically the same 18th birthday part last month.
I'm not surprised, considering they were both planned by the two lunatics.
Anthony and Olivia.
After about 30 seconds, I pulled away from Josh's embrace.
Instantly, I miss his warmth. I didn't want him caching on, as I always cut our embraces after 30 seconds.
I look him up and down, in a friendly way, "look at you! You're 18." I rub his arms softly.
He grins. "Let's get wasted."

I stumble slightly, falling into someone's arms. The person's arms are strong, clearly a man's. I look up, ready to Thanks the person but my heart drops.
It's Josh...
The last person I wanted to see right now is Josh.
*1 hour ago*
I laugh slightly, walking with Olivia. Josh had suggested getting drunk, but I wasn't exactly the drinking type.
At least not until later tonight. We giggle at some corny joke she makes, when I see it. I stop in my tracks, breath catching.
I fee the breath leave my body as I see them. Josh and some girl making out.
That's when I started drinking.
*now*
"Go away," I say, spurring my words. I go to move him, but his body doesn't even move an inch.
Josh's eyebrows furrow. "Talk to me, Faith."
"Go away!" I shove at his chest harder, causing him to only tighten his grip.
"What's your problem?" He yells in my face.
"It's you! You don't get it? It broke my heart seeing you kiss that girl, I love you!" My eyes are fixed on him.
Josh blinks a few times, taking in the words.
"W-" I shit him up, by kissing him.
But what's surprised me is, he kissed back.